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Monday, January 28, 2008
a little piece of heaven

we had our general practice in mass demo today. but before that, all 3rd year students in holy angel had a seminar this morning about "purity"..i really liked our seminar though the topic is about staying virgin..heckers..dadiroo ( that's what they call the spokesperson) is such a good speaker..he knows how to get the attention of everyone..the discussion was very allusive. i think everybody, not only us teens, should participate in those kind of seminars. he explained the importance of staying pure by dramatizing the stages we go through in losing our virginity..haha..the guy with the major role is so cute really! i get kilig when he smiles and makes pacute..shocks! kinikilig din ako ngayon! my golly! haha

yeah. and i've learned alot..i even signed in the Manifesto of God saying that I will not commit into any relationship from january 28, 2008 up to january 28, 2009. beat that! kahit pa anjan si parekoi, nako maghintay na lng siya..lol i even got a baller that has the org's name..wildfire^^ to prove to my dad that i am not in a relationship coz he keeps on linking me to guys..haiz he is so darn annoying..anyways the seminar ended well. i also wanted to engage in their youth gig every saturday..i think that would be fun but i'm not sure if my dad will allow me to. then we started our mass demo practice after. the sun is blazing hot like hell. even though, we still need to dance till the end of the morning period to improve our steps in the dances coz some of us don't get them at all XP i'm already excited for udays! another escapade to celebrate in school with friends..roxx is coming..hope parekoi will come too!

"just hold on and be strong as days go by for it will surely come to you one day and be worthwhile"

Saturday, January 26, 2008
explode

today is a backbreaking day. kath, mariel and i met at bart mall before going in isagani's house to do our science project. he's an irresponsible leader i know and i'm indignant about it. kung di ko lang sinabi kina kath at mariel na susugurin namin bahay ni tan di kami makakagawa ng project ngayon..heckers naman..good thing natapos din namin with the help of myron, mara, cham, vernon, chelsea and eira..hehe. it was fun though it's really tiring..ang hirap gumupit ng styro at illustration board swear..we made a model of the periodic elements..i wasn't satisfied with the aftermath because the board was a little staggered in the edges but mariel said that we're going to improve it on monday.

ayan! malay namin nasa tamang apartment na pala kami ni isagani pinaghintay kami sa labas! tama ba un?!

may time pa para magpa cute habang gumagawa ng project..hehe

curses.curses.and more curses.hai! i am so distressed these days! bakit kasi ganun nagpapakatanga ako kahit na alam kong hindi ako dapat magpakatanga?! BAKIT?!?! un lang..i want to explode!! yes explode.i can't hold my feelings anymore..ang dami ko na masyado tinatago sa sarili ko and i'm already worn out..bakit kasi ang hilig kong magtago..i know why,,cause i don't want others seeing me weak..period.oh alam ko naman pala sagot dun sa tanong eh..bwiset.i don't know what to do..alam ko i'm a light-hearted person but when it comes to this matter i become fragile..kailangan mo ba talaga magmahal ng palihim?!?! haiz.ok.that's all..i think i've said enough..goodbye for now blogger..this is stupid..what the heck am i saying? @_@

" Telling someone how you feel does not hurt as much as not saying anything at all to that someone who is deeply in love with you."

--- oo nga naman chinkoii anong problema mo sa buhay mo!!!

Friday, January 18, 2008
nothing but trouble

i just want to show you guys the pictures i took last weekend when my family stayed in mimosa..hahaha

since my sister doesn't want me to put these pics on friendster i decided to put them here on my blog! woots! hahaha i am so good at this! cheers for me! yay!

it's YOU that always makes me laugh xXD

Thursday, January 10, 2008
the story so far

to be forgotten is worse than death..all we need is love.the book "the mustard seed" inspired me to write about this thing i'm ignoring for years..the thing that i keep forcing not to happen to me ever. but what made me type in this blog is this thing that i am denying to feel that i can't hold any longer..this thing called love..i've already felt love for God, family, friends and fellowmen.and i also felt that i have fallen in love but just for awhile.you see, it's not good to stop ourselves for falling for someone. in fact, it's okay to fall in love many times as long as we're not making just any commitments and that we really love the person.

loving someone with fear is worse than perished men because we cease love.when we stop giving love it's like hindering ourselves from getting love back. i like how this quote described love...

"Some people come into our lives and quickly go.Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same. "

i don't know who popularized this quote but it simply states that when love comes to you, hold it close to your heart but never keep it just for yourself. you have to let this love move freely to grow and be nurtured. it is the most wonderful thing it could ever happen to us and the closest thing to magic.yes, Love is a wonderful thing.You never have to take it away from one person to give it to another. There's always more than enough to go around. so never fear love and pain because they always come together. just let people come and go in your life because it's a natural thing that happen to us.we can't always be with the same people we know because we will never grow.What the heart gives away is never gone ...It is kept in the hearts of others. the people you love may leave you one day, but the love they gave will remain no matter how great or small it is to you. it will always be there for love does not die easily.It is a living thing. It thrives in the face of all lifes hazards.

i know when my friends read this they will ask theirselves "what?! inlove na naman si chinkoii!" haha. well if you ask me now, i really don't know and i don't even know why. for me,the best feelings are those that have no words to describe them..so yeah. ( see? i can't even describe it! haha)

but when we've come to realize,we love simply because we cannot help it right? haha.awts.natamaan ako.we've read a lot of sayings pertaining to love..are they all the same? they're not! no one can really describe how it really should be..but i've read in the mustard seed that what we truly need is "real love". the love that comes from God because if we have that kind of love then it won't be impossible for us to find the love and affection we need from others.

We are all born for love...it is the principle existence and its only end. we should make it last and worth remembering. it's what everyone lives for and what everyone will die for. :)

LOVE? well i never really saw it coming....

Tuesday, January 1, 2008
this is the life

it's a brand new year! a brand new day...and a brand new step in life...my 2007 had alot of VERY special memories and some very unlikeable ones..i never regretted them..it's a good thing those events happened to give some thrill before the year ends..i've made friends who are very dear to me, made memoirs worth keeping and made mistakes to learn from..i wish that this 2008 would be wonderful like the past years..would make me move on and grow to a better person..

BUT!! [ no, not the butt of shem..haha! kidding. ] i think the first few days of january would be not so good for me..first, we will have our classes on january three! can you imagine that?! we only had one and a half week of christmas vacation! ( curse you holy angel university!!! ) then we will have our 3rd periodic exam..then i'll be showing my low grades to my dad..and he won't let me join the band.. T__T,well what a shame, what a shame, chinky's poor grades are all whores..LOL.

moving on..we went to Nayong Pilipino in Expo today..it's the first time i went there and the place was very beautiful..it's like being in the few old places of the philippines...i enjoyed my visit there though there are many people roaming around the place..

THESE ARE A FEW OF MY FAVORITE SPOTS IN NAYONG PILIPINO:

i wonder what it feels like living in a nipa hut..

call me a weirdo, but i love this post! haha

a replica of Barasoain Church...it's really nice and peaceful inside

this fountain is so beautiful!

i wanted to take a picture of the amphitheater but it's very dark inside..the only light we see inside is an illumination from the ceiling on the stage..the colors of the light are very pretty so i decided to take a picture of it with my baby cousins looking up at the light..unfortunately, some guy dressed in a european costume scared my cousins away and guess what my cousins did?!?! they jumped off the stage!!! the stage is 3 feet high up the ground! hahaha.me and my uncle were laughing our heads off..that's the funniest thing i've ever seen in my entire life! [ i may be exaggerated with this but , trust me, it is ] imagine three, six and seven year - old kids do that infront of other people! it was fun watching them do it! i had a great night being with my family..they're the best..i think it's a great start for this year..

" all that i can't ignore alone at night"