Today is an indescribable day. We were dismissed earlier because we didn’t have math and science. So we decided to go to the new established student center at the back of jdn building. I didn’t know my friends planned to have a sort of outdoor meal at school..each one of them brought rice, salted eggs and tomatoes, canned sardines and tuna..and we ate using our hands! wow what an experience..i loved it. but before that, while we're waiting for shem, we talked about serious stuffs that my friends confronted to me..at first i can sense that they were scared that they might hurt my feelings but it didn't matter as long as they're telling the truth..

jastin started the talking..he told me that he has to tell me something about this 'friend'...itago natin sa pangalang shokoy..haha

according to him, shokoy is not what we thought he really is..so therefore i say that he's a two-faced, stony piece of crap..

tama na nga hinala ko sa kanya nung una pa...geez how could i become so stupid?!

i thought..no, we thought that he's a good-natured person..that he's a man of his words but it turns out that he's the greatest deluder ever..think of it..lahat kami napaniwala niya sa mga kasinungalingan niya..

i was deeply hurt..because i treated him as a friend, as a twin! [ pag kausap ko kasi siya parang magka edad lang kami..magkapatid]..i even introduced him to my friends so that they could get to know him too.

less than two months..this unexpected thing would happen..?!

haii..okay to make things alot easier to understand..ganito kasi..

he sees me as more than a friend and my friends know that..some wanted me to like him too but of course, as i've said, i barely know him and he might not be sure of what he's feelin' for me - which is true..playboy ang gago..my friends have proofs for that..what they wanted me to do now is to stop my communication with him..

wala kasi akong kuya kaya desperada ako ngayon..ngek.haha

nangako kasi sya na pag nagkita kami maglalaro kami ng basketball..tapos di na pala mangyayari..T__T

aww..kakalungkot talaga..

anyways, my friends are still there for me no matter what happens..aww..love those guys!

nagpakatotoo sila sa akin!

you guys mean alot to me! love you more! :]