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DriveThru

2009-10-26T22:34:00.004+08:00

I just came home from Taekwondo. I was fetched from the gym. Before going home, of course I asked to have a Take Out meal in Mcdo. Just like when I was in highschool.
Only this time, I wasn"t with my siblings.
And this time, I had a different driver.
It was my dad.
I so miss my mom. :/

Overdrive

2009-10-25T20:04:00.003+08:00

When I was in highschool, my mom used to drive me and my siblings to and from school. As I remember, we were always noisy and very messy. After school, we will scatter our books, bags and clothes on every seat of the Innova and our mom would always scold us for that. My sister and I would fight. Sometimes, we annoy our brother. Whenever we do those things, our mom would always get angry at us. Shouts at us. It's our daily routine before going to Taekwondo or straight home.

Now that I'm in college, my sister takes the jeepney back and forth and our brother was the only one that our mom would drive for everyday in school. And now that my mom is completely gone, well, it will never be the same again. I just realized now how I miss those times though it gets on my nerves when mom gets angry. We could never bond the way we used to. That's what I hate about growing up. About changes.

I wonder, who will drive us again on our next trip?

last tuesday

2009-10-22T13:43:00.003+08:00

tuesday's gone with the wind, but the memories hanged in.
it was a day to remember

the big window turned toward the blue cloudless sky, the busy streets of Manila and its bay.
we sat by the window looking at the scenery.
we were in awe at the seascape. we flew paper airplanes scribbled with iloveyous from the 21st floor trying to run its course towards the bay. weird.
and then played spin the bottle of love.
to end the day, we sat by the window again and waited for the sunset.
it was beautiful.
yeah. the day had to end.
and so did we.

So Long, Tuesday

2009-10-15T17:50:00.003+08:00

The End.

Chances turned to dust.

Wala na talaga!!!

Some Random Entry

2009-10-10T18:59:00.002+08:00

Pasaway. Yan na lang lagi nakikita sa akin. Hindi naman ako nananakit ng tao sa mga ginagawa ko ah. Malaking kasalanan na ba ang umuwi sa Pampanga?! Migaad!! Ayaw na ata akong makita ng nanay ko. Tapos na rin naman ako sa Finals plates ko..at least nakalahati ko na :P Tapos nakakabaliw pa sa dorm, wala akong kasama kundi yung mga rebulto ng mga Santo dun. Baka mamaya tumuloy-tuloy na ako sa langit kapag nagtagal pa ako dun. Kaya heto lumuwas ako ng Manila. :D Nagulat nanay ko nung makita niya ako. Akala ko may kasama akong multo kaya ganun itsura niya. Eh wala na siyang magagawa nakauwi na ako. :)) Ayun, kaya pala nagtatagalog na ako ngayon kasi hindi na ako marunong mag english. May essay pa naman din akong gagawin sa English subject ko. No essay, no finals. Patay.

Barkada Blues

2009-10-02T17:25:00.002+08:00

Because of my not-so-busy schedule this week, I decided to visit some friends in Holy Angel University this early afternoon. Turns out that they suspended classes to prepare for the coming supertyphoon. As a result, i didn't get to go inside HAU so I met my friends at 7Eleven. I didn't get to see Jenna because she went home early.

So ayun, pagkapasok ko ng 7Eleven, lahat sila nagulat and said, "Chinky, tumaba ka!!"

and I was like "Ganun na ba ako kalaki?"

Grabe, I wasn't aware of my weight. Anong magagawa ko eh masarap kumaen. :)))

So there..I saw Rea, Janell, Mona, Dianne and Marvic. Grabe, ang dami nang changes after half a year. Pero we're still the same old bunch of 'happy' people. I never pictured myself sad whenever I'm with them. Still like highschool. :)

Sayang talaga si Jenna! Ang dami ko pa naman din kwento. I'm sure siya rin madaming ikukwento sa akin. We weren't complete kaya walang masyadong tawanan pero it's still good. Namiss ko sila ng bonggang bongga. Unfortunately, dahil sa bwiset na bagyo, nagtext ang aming mga magulang at pinapauwi na kami! For the first time ever, kung kelan college na kami, sinunod naman namen sila! Dati paabutin pa namen ang 6pm bago umuwi kahit na umuusok na sa galet mga nanay namen. Hay nakakamiss talaga.

Sisiguraduhin ko na mag h-house to house ulit kami this sembreak! Bitin ang saya!

Sinong Di Mababaliw sa Ulan

2009-09-30T07:37:00.002+08:00

Grabe yung bagyong Ondoy. Dami malungkot na nangyari sa Manila. One week suspended ang klase. Since Friday night pa ako nandito sa Pampanga. Since Monday naman ako walang ginagawa dito sa bahay at hanggang Sunday pa ako dito. I don't even want to go outside dahil mapapagastos lang ako. Pero talagang mababaliw na ako dito sa bahay kung wala akong gagawin. Ang hirap rin pala ng walang pasok. :/

One For UST

2009-09-20T23:08:00.003+08:00

It's been a long time since I last visited my blog. But it's okay because I think Roux is the only one rading my entries! :))

What made me blog right now is the fact that I am not bringing my Notebook with me and I want people to know that, FINALLY!! I have watched UAAP live!! :D

I still remember, when I was in highschool, I always keep you guys updated about UAAP Basketball, I tell the news to my highschool friends even though the only player they know is Chris Tiu and how I go gaga whenever I watch Blue Eagles play. *remember, I used to be a fan of Ateneo's team? :P

Being a UAAP Basketball supporter, this is a great achievement. Especially, being able to watch the Blue Eagles, and of course my beloved school, UST play live. Grabe, dream come true talaga 'to. Thank You, Lord! :)

Even though UST lost, I was alone, and I didn't get to see the former players of both teams, watching it live, cheering for the Growling Tigers together with my fellow Thomasians, seeing the Growling Tigers and the Blue Eagles in person and Jai Reyes and Eric Salamat and Nonoy Baclao and Kirk Long were all worth it!! :PP

Sports parehong sides. Kahit na super tambak USTe, masaya pa rin kaming nag cheer til the end. I didn't feel bad for UST losing. Every year, may UAAP. Kaya every year, may pag asa. :)

One For UST! :D

Ang Tula

2009-08-20T21:41:00.002+08:00

Eto na naman tayo

Paulit-ulit tuwing linggo

Lagi na lang ba mag dedeadmahan

Kahit sa kaloob looba'y gusto namang magpansinan

Bilang na ang mga araw na tayo'y magkikita

Bilang na rin ang mga araw bago ako tuluyang magsawa

Siguro hanggang dun lang talaga

O diba, naging tula?

Hahaha! Ayos 'to ah! :))

Wala lang talaga akong ma-post xD

Aba! USTe na 'ko!

2009-07-25T09:42:00.003+08:00

Mga nangyari kahapon! :D

2:00

Nagsimula na kaming magdikit ng red and green tape sa mga necktie namin para sa Welcome Walk namin.

3:30

Nakapila na kami malapit sa Beato. Grabe! Halos isa't kalahating oras kami naghintay bago dumaan sa arch! Huli pala kaming CFAD. Siguro dahil na rin kami yung pinaka astig manamit kahapon. Haha! Tinawag isa isa yung mga colleges ng UST. At nag cheer pa kami for U (clap) S (clap) T (clap)! :D

past 5pm

Nag misa ang pari. Parang yung bibliya nga lang kinakausap niya eh. Wala atang nakikinig dahil lahat kami excited na sa Freshmen Night

6pm

Ayun at nagsimula na kaming magsaya! Sumayaw Salinggawi at andun din Yellow Jackets. Unang tumugtog na banda ay yung Spongecola! Sumunod Chicosci. Ang saya ni Miggy dahil first time daw niya tumugtog sa madaming tao. Isipin mo naman kasi, 14,000 kaming freshmen na andun!

10pm na ako nakauwe. Walang humpay na kasiyahan at libreng tugtog pa ng banda. Grabe, di na ako aalis ng USTe! xP

Nagsimula ang Lahat sa Eswela

2009-07-19T08:27:00.002+08:00

I was watching the videos I made earlier when I stumbled upon the video Rea made for our Values Ed project. It's entitled Share A Love and it's about feeding the poor children and old people we met in the streets of Angeles. It's the first and last video we ever made as a barkada. Hindi pa nga kami kumpleto dun eh. Tapos ngayon, as in ngayon ko lang na realize na I MISS HIGHSCHOOL SO MUCH!

Classmates:

Yung mga di daw nakapagreview, pero ang daming sinusulat sa test (ako yun! haha!)

Madali lang 'daw' ang test pero siya yung lowest

Nanghihingi ng papel pero meron naman sa bag ( ako rin yan! haha!)

Uubo kuno pero sasabihin lang yung sagot

Mahuhulog daw yung calculator para makatingin sa papel ng katabi

Tatalsik daw yung bolpen malapit sa pinaka matalino para makakuha ng sagot

Pupunta ng library para magpa aircon

Pupunta ng circulation para magtaguan

Bibigyan ng kanya-kanyang nickname mga teachers

Kahit na gaano kadami ang mga rules, ganun din kadaming beses sinusuway ang mga ito

Sa Barkada:

Tatambay sa cafeteria at bibili ng lugaw at iced tea

Yung kalamansi itatago sa bag ni kebang at pipisilin :)))

Magtatalian ng bags sa armchair

Itatago ang kanya kanyang bag sa classroom

Itatago sapatos ni Kiersten o kaya ni Pili

Uutuin si Pili

Tatawaging kabayo sina Jenna at Rea

Tutuksuhin si Tasic dahil napansin na naman ang matangos at malaki niyang ilong

Tatawaging doggy si Kebang dahil taga bantay na naman siya ng bahay pag di siya nakakasama sa mga lakad namen

Kadalasan may nanlilibre sa labas para kumain

Walang pakealam kung gaano kaiingay basta kami kami magkakasama

Hindi ka mag eenjoy sa highschool kung di ka ganyan! Too bad, kahit na gaano karami yung mga kakulitan at kapilyahang ginawa namen, wala kaming picture na kumpleto. Oh well, who needs pictures if you made memories and had good times that will last forever diba? :)

College

2009-07-11T07:58:00.004+08:00

I'm starting to get busier these days. I'm so excited to plan a room in Interior1A! Can't wait for monday. :D

But then,on monday, we're going to have a 20-item quiz in World History of Arts and we're required to read a hundred-page handout! Nakakaasar yun! I still have to draw a plate for Graphics and to review 3 chapters for Theo. Hay, ngayon ko lang nafefeel ang pressure pag gumagawa ng plates. Every meeting, the figures become more and more complicated.
Anyways...

UAAP NA!!!

FEU will host this year's game kaya ganyan yung kulay. First game will be ADMU vs. FEU later in the afternoon then UST vs. Adu tomorrow at 1pm. Go USTe! rawr! :D

So Happy Together

2009-06-26T22:53:00.002+08:00

Yesterday's my laughing day. I found a friend whom I could be crazy with and just to be me. She's also in my barkada but we weren't that close. Starting 12 noon up to 4 in the afternoon, we were laughing non stop (wala kami Theo kaya buong hapon kami nagtatawanan) about only one topic. I don't understand though, why sometimes I say something then people will laugh at it. Kahit di naman ako nagpapatuwa. :))

Then we also did our first activity in Interior1A yesterday. We were asked to draw a butterfly: in its naturalistic, stylized, abstract and geometric forms. After doing so, we're gonna use one of the illustrations and put it on our own furniture. It was hard grabe! I spent 2 hours brainstorming and thinking of butterfly-looking patterns. Ang hirap din pala ng pinasok kong course. But I'm proud of my furniture. It's unique since most of my blockmates drew chairs, lamps and tables. I drew a Grecian inspired room divider. Oha! Walang nakaisip nun! XP. I need to make it more physically attractive pero I ran out of time.

Then this afternoon, in my Visual Presentation Technique subject, we drew again pero freehand naman! Kaya it's more difficult. Pero parang very difficult na nga eh. Imagine us, freshies, sketching USTe's main building without measuring tools and estimating the structure's measurement. Kaya nga naisip ko, siguro pag ganap na interior designer na ako, puti na lahat ng buhok ko. Haha! anong konek? xP

certified tomasino

2009-06-19T16:31:00.004+08:00

I'm back here in Pampanga from Manila. Grabe, may AH1N1 na rin pala dito. Fortunately our place is one of the 5 towns (out of 21) who's free from the ailment. Anyways, I had so much fun in UST on my first week. We're already 7 in my barkada. I am also very sure that I will enjoy my subjects since 5 out of 8 subjects will be about making floor plans and drawing!! :D

But our professors said, even though we're the only students who could really exercise freedom in the University, we still chose the "walang tulugan" course, which means, we'll be making plates that could take 3 days with no sleep! Actually, okay lang sa akin since mag ddrawing lang naman ako just to pass interior design. I couldn't wait for next week. :)

the fourth kikiam experience

2009-06-08T00:03:00.006+08:00

I recently bought the new book of Jay Panti, my favorite Pinoy writer. I've collected all of his books, but the first two were misplaced by our housekeeper. This fourth book entitled The Panti Briefs and Liners is still funny, green and useless in a useful way. ( lalim niyan parekoi XD )

Here's one of his stories from the book:

KWENTONG COMFORT ROOM

Nasa Expressway na kami nuon papuntang Baguio nang sumakit ang tiyan ko at kailangan kong magbawas ng karga. Eksakto naman na napadaan kami sa gas station na kung saan may malinis na comfort room. Siyempre pa at lumundag ako palabas ng kotse kahit umaandar pa ito ng mabagal. Agad kong hinanap ang CR at yung MALE sa sign baka kasi magkamali ako ng pasok at makadinig ako ng sigawan.

Buti na lang at may isang bakanteng cubicle akong nakita at medyo may kalinisan ito at mukhang bagong linis. Nanghihinayang nga ako dahil sa alam ko na maya maya lang ay siguradong dudumi ito at worse babaho pa. Umupo na ako at bumagsak na ang nagpapahirap ng aking tiyan. Nakahinga na ako ng malalim at habang nag-iinay ako kung may pahabol pang lalabas ay may narinig akong boses sa kabilang cubicle.

"P're kumusta na? Ano ginagawa mo diyan?"

Putragis at may nakakita pa pala sa akin na pumasok ako sa kubeta. "Dude, sakit kasi ng tiyan ko, nagbawas lang."

At sumagot ulit yung nasa kabilang cubicle.

"Ah ganun ba? So saan ka ba pupunta ngayon?"

Pucha, kulit naman nito at medyo mahirap din namang magsalita habang nagti-tissue. "Punta kami Baguio, magpapalamig ng ulo.. heheh"

At biglang sumagot yung tao sa kabilang cubicle. "Pre, sandali lang ha. Di kita madinig, meron kasing sagot ng sagot dito sa kabilang cubicle. Tawagan na lang kita mamaya."

Luma na'to. Nabasa ko na itong joke na ito pero ewan ko ba kung bakit nangyari pa ulet sa akin.

It's not a must read because there are alot of articles that contain things that some people might not want to see and read. Pero, I'm telling you, you'll still enjoy it anyway. :)

my bestfriend

2009-06-06T12:20:00.002+08:00

I'm back. mycandyhearts and dalamobayungzipper blogs were great. I think this new blog will be better. To start off, today is Shem's departure. She's on her way to Baguio for college. I'm really gonna miss her. Partners in craziness ata kami :))

We've done alot of silly stuffs together. Shem, wag kang mahiya na maglagay ako ng lima dito ha? Haha!

1. When we were in 2nd year, we were practicing our verse choir in Regina's house. She was teasing me something... I got pissed so I dumped a glassful of water on her head and on her shirt. I thought she'll get angry but she's just laughing her head off.

2. We were in front of the old library in our school when I suddenly lay her down on the plants. I don't know why I did that. She was laughing again. I think she enjoyed it. Haha!

3. Every night, I always group message a song about her butt, Homer or whatever it is about her to our classmates in the tune of OPM songs. :DD

4. I would always threaten her like, "Pag hindi mo ginawa 'to, ibubuhos ko sayo inumin mo.."

5. I believe this is the last silly thing we did together. We were in Mister Donuts when we saw two familiar faces infront of us. It was a boy and a girl meeting secretly. So what we did is we captured them on video. Then two koreans saw what we were doing but we didn't care. Maybe they thought we're mean girls.

I just wish that one day, we'll be doing those stuffs again. We cannot bring back the days when we were young, but we can always be immature, diba? :)

i dare you to move

2008-12-29T19:00:00.004+08:00

wow. until now, i couldn't believe what happened earlier. all i can say is that prayers DO work. it's all my fault anyway. but yeah i'm very thankful that nothing bad happened to us. you see, we have a project in Physics wherein we're going to make a music video related to one of the topics we have taken up. since i'm the leader/director/camera handler, i asked people to suggest places where i could shoot a video. then this guy told me that he knows a really cool place in clark. as my friends read this, maybe they're thinking that i chose bicentennial as my venue, but no. we made a video shoot in a well known ABANDONED HOSPITAL. it's a haunted place and alot of people, especially students have been there. it's not that spooky according to others but you will still feel that eerie feeling which will make your hair in your nape go up and feel something cold (it's not the air, believe me). it's my first time to test the 'courage and faith' of my groupmates and as well as mine. i know this is something i've never done before but yeah i asked the Lord's guidance before going there. i didn't take any pictures while we're inside the building because i was afraid i might capture photos of spirits lurking in the dark building. my groupmates were very afraid because we're the only people in that place and no one will hear our cry for help if ever something bad happens to us. i think i'm kinda exaggerated for describing the place but the place we saw was different from the people's view in the place. you'll really feel something different. like something or someone's watching us...like we're unwanted. maybe because of the noises we made when going to the rooftop.

a snapshot from the rooftop

speaking of the rooftop, it's such an overwhelming place unlike what's inside the building. it's kinda scary especially when the wind gets hard because we were really very high from the ground. unfortunately we didn't finish the shoot because it's almost four in the afternoon and we didn't want to stay there til the sky gets dark. so we left as early as we could. and it's a good thing we did that because when we were about to go out of the building, a security guard came and was a bit angry because according to him, we've already trespassed the place. if it weren't for the project, he could've send us to CDC. it's like bringing us to jail. so he just told us that we should get a permit to shoot from the CDC since we're going back to the place. yes you read that right, we're still GOING BACK. :)

i'm not the desperate type

2008-12-26T23:20:00.003+08:00

hello fellow bloggers! :)

how's your Christmas? i've been loaded with alot of homework and project so i didn't kinda feel the christmas break and i have lesser time to blog. i only get like 4-5 hours of sleep. i'm not even done with the lyrics i made for our music video and still there are alot of things that should be done before classes resume.

nevertheless my christmas was oh so happy. nag jamming kaming magpipinsan for the first time and turned out great. my sister and my other two cousins played the guitar. i was supposed to play the guitar too but they insisted me to play the drums. but i don't even have drums! so they gave me pots, a pail at takip ng kaldero!! haha

then the adults were impressed that i managed to play the 'drums' without being out of tune. that's why the day after, my dad bought me my very own drum set!!

my cousins trying it out

i was extremely happy because i wanted to own a drum set so badly and also surprised because i didn't expect receiving it as a christmas present.

oh well..i guess i'm in santa's nice list this year. :))

trip mo ba

2008-12-14T14:04:00.003+08:00

(L-R): Ponyang; gold medalist ADV, Jenna; bronze medalist NOV, Chinkiedurds; bronze medalist NOV. Young heroes of Bulacan's Regional Taekwondo Tournament :)

the beat of my heart

2008-12-12T20:42:00.005+08:00

Pupunta sa Holy Angel University si CHRIS TIU bukas !!!

9 am !!! badtrip wala ako !!! T-T

akala ko iced tea yun pala coke

2008-12-06T23:36:00.003+08:00

This day is superb! We went to Rea's place to hang out. I was with Kevin, Kiersten, Pili, Jenna and Janell. But before meeting up with them, I did something stupid. While the sarao I was in is waiting for the red light to turn green, I saw this cute guy standing by the post near Mini Stop. I wanted to take a closer look because he looks so much like Jose of Fear Factor. Then I thought, "Ay! Sa Mini Stop naman kami mag memeet nina Kebang! Bababa na ako!" So there. I was stealing glances from him while crossing the pedestrian lane. As I enter Mini Stop, it came to my mind na I'm suppose to meet them in 7Eleven! Haiz..pag dating nga naman sa gwapo...! xP

So yeah nilakad ko na yung papuntang 7Eleven. Naabutan ko nang andun sina Kebang and Kers. We waited for almost an hour before Pili and Jenna came. Rea's mom fetched us and she said Rea is in Marlboro Terminal to pick up Janell. We arrived at 9am. I saw Rain, Rea's lab again. She's so playful. We went to Rea's room to play her guitar, watch vids of Twilight Spoofs in youtube and listen to songs, laugh and tease each other..and laugh some more. Then we decided to hit the pool. Unfortunately I wasn't allowed to swim unless I wear a sleeveless top. As if! Kaya ayun nakipagbasketball na lang ako with the guys. We also roamed around the place. After an hour or so we headed back home to eat. Ang sarap magluto ng mama ni Rea grabe andame namin nakain.

nanliit ako!!!

Ayun after, the girls went upstairs to watch more vids of EC and I was downstairs with the guys watching how different kinds of Coffee are made and this Sailing Race in Solar Sports. We got bored so we also went upstairs. It's 12 noon, the room's terribly warm. Rea invited us to stay in her mom's room since it's much cooler there. Only Jenna and I followed. Since we've got nothing to do, and I'm with two die-hard Twilight fans, they decided to put on some make up so they'll look like vampires. It's a girly thing to do I know. They were screaming and all. Guess what..I was with them doing those girly stuffs. I put on some of 'those' in my face and I ironed/curled my hair. Then I used this thing ( I don't know what it's called ) that's used in making eyelashes curl. I tried it for the first time. When I saw my lashes curl up, I was fascinated that I shrieked. I dunno why I did that and it's a pretty weird thing to do. Then we took pictures of ourselves. Janeng went in and joined us. Gah, I never imagined myself doing silly stuffs with them. haha. Pretty cool. :D

After hours of funtime together, we had to go home na since hanggang 3pm lang ang paalam ng mommy ni Rea sa parents namin. Hanggang mag part kami ng ways magkakasama kami. It was really fun being with them. I had a great time.

Then I headed to Notes&Rhythm to resched my drum session and to get my personalized shirt. After, I went to Seeds because it's been more than a week of no training. I need to show up to Sir Kio.
It was a busy day. An eventful one too.

hey moon don't you go down

2008-12-01T20:13:00.003+08:00

(: SMiLE AT THE MOON AND STARS WiTH ME. :)

I couldn't take my eyes off from the beautiful sky. It also made my classmates' night wonderful. The start of our December is memorable indeed.

the break's over

2008-12-01T19:17:00.003+08:00

My December started out incredibly fun. I went to Kiersten's place together with Rea, Janell and Kevin. We didn't even know he lives in a barrio! I love staying there. The people are nice, the place is full of crops and trees, it is peaceful, a place free from noise and light pollution. The food is even good! :)

Since they don't have cabled tv and computer, we spent our time watching dvds and yeah, yung gustong gusto nilang ginagawa - asarin ako. By 6pm, we decided to go home. As we went outside, I saw how beautiful the night sky is. The moon is smiling and it has two tiny, sparkly stars beside it. So it is like the sky is smiling at you! My friends and classmates noticed it too so they started texting us to look at the sky. It's really awesome.

I just wish this night won't end. :)

such fragile broken things

2008-11-30T22:29:00.003+08:00

I haven't been to the blogosphere for quite some time. Since this is the last day before November ends, I would like to post some of my rants here.

- I was kind of disappointed for doing more than half of the com ads of my classmates. Theirs are better. Wala pa silang kapagod pagod sa commercial.

- Should I compete in Tkd on the 7th and 13th day of December just because of the incentives I'll get? Ang hina pa rin ng loob ko darn it.

- I've finally watched Twilight. Na bitin ako. Sa kapal ng libro, ganun naman kaikli nung story. Parang ang bilis ng mga pangyayari. Nevertheless, I enjoyed the film. I was trying not get kilig because that would be embarrassing..like totally.

- SHEMTOT belated hamburdaes...may MALAKING sorpresa ka sa wednesday :))

ligaya

2008-11-09T17:28:00.002+08:00

nangarap na naman akong maging lalake.

read to find out why

Earlier this morning while waiting for Adix in the jeep terminal, two kids were begging me for coins and I said I don't have any. Then their conversation went like these:

Boy1: ee ano ba yan wala siyang barya

Boy2: tange kawawa naman siya wala na niyan siyang pamasahe nun!

Unfortunately she didn't show up so I went to Don Bosco alone to take up USTET. There were alot of students, most of them are guys.

Upon entering the room I am assigned to, the proctor gave us our seats and I was sitted at the back together with the Bosconians. They were so noisy and kolokoy! :))

These are the scenes that happened in our room:

LATE NA SI PORGEE

*opens door, stayed at the back while scratching his head

Porgee: saan lugar ko?

*sabay sabay nagsalita

"dun sa third row!"

"dito sa tabi ko!"

"sa teacher's table!"

"hindi! sa platform!"

Imagine him going to different seats. He was so gullible I couldn't help myself laugh.

HINDI NAMAN AKO NAIIHI

Proctor: Those who would like to go to the comfort rooms you may do so just be back after 5 miuntes. Hindi na kasi kayo pwedeng lumabas mamaya so gawin na ngayon ang dapat gawin.

Boy1: 'lika mag banyo na tayo.

Boy2: ayoko di naman ako naiihi eh

Boy3: bakit ka naman maiihi eh hindi ka naman tao.

BAKIT WALANG TEST V

Proctor: okay time is up. Pass the booklets then your answer sheets.

Boy1: ah may test V pa! Hindi na natin sasagutan?

Boy2: homework na yan! time na eh!

After the test, those students who chose Architecture and College of Fine Arts and Design were asked to stay. We transferred to the AVR to take geometrical figures type of test and artwork rendition for the CFAD. My knees were shaking for I was really nervous! I didn't know we were required to draw! We're only given 30 minutes to think of our own designs. Since I chose interior design, I was asked to draw a three dimensional dining set. It wasn't so bad. It turned out good actually except for the table. I didn't like it. Then, this student was already done and all of us were shocked. His friend even yelled, "Ang bilis mo naman! Ano yang drawing mo manika?!" :))

This day's full of laughter. Sana ganito din kasaya sa Holy minsan.

something to rant bout

2008-11-05T23:31:00.001+08:00

Being the masyadong mabait kind of person, I'm still wide awake patiently waiting for the songs my friends asked me to download...and we need it by tomorrow..daheck

I'm bored..have nothing to do here. I'm not even allowed to make noise for everyone's already asleep. x-X

stitches and burns

2008-11-04T20:01:00.002+08:00

I'm about to complete the drum solo of the song Stitches and Burns! :D

So now, I can join the recital this coming December, but I'm not sure if I'll join because the fee is expensive! Anyways, before my session, I taught Shemtot how to play I'm Yours in the guitar and she was dancing to the rhythm of it! haha

This would be a short post but before ending it, I would like to THANK Shemtot for showing me a picture and a few facts about JW yesterday!! xD

You didn't know how it made me so much happy! Thank You talaga! ^-^

I remember...

2008-11-02T16:03:00.005+08:00

Danny: You remember when you tried to tell me what your family thought about love? Well, let me tell you what I think love is. Love is how you speak to me. You have a softness in your voice that-and love is how you touch me...and guide me showing me the way to go. And when we kiss-when we kiss... it moves me to my soul.

The moment he said that, I fell inlove. :)

Chris Pine did a really good soul-moving part in Blind Dating. It captivated my heart and I couldn't forget those lines when his character said that to the woman he loves before she gets married. You see, Danny, a role played by Chris Pine, is a charming blind guy. He didn't let his blindness hold him back from fighting for what he feels for Leeza, an Indian woman who's engaged with another guy. The film is a heart-warming story. I recommend people to watch it, that is, if they can take romantic comedy films. Blind Dating is the FIRST film that made my eyes water...just a bit okay so get over it.

I was enamored how the movie showed that every person, despite their disabilities and race, has the right to love. The film also showed how far a person could go just to fight for it. So basically, it's all about love.

kung fu fightin'

2008-11-01T10:56:00.003+08:00

THE CURSE OF TKD PROMOTION TEST

1st promo: Tumigil ako sa white belt kicks sa pag aakalang may 'tagos' do buk ko - wala naman pala.

2nd promo: Yung axe kick ginawa kong full moon kick..nakalunok pa ako ng asurot

3rd promo (yesterday): Sa katangahan ko sa sparring, kamalas-malasan dalawang paa ko ang bugbog. Hindi tuloy ako makalakad

May consolation prizes pa ako galing kina Sir Mark, ate Chichay at Jenna :))

Ano kaya ang susunod na mangyayari sa akin noh? xP

I didn't know Green and Blue could go together

2008-10-20T20:57:00.002+08:00

I need to go home early tomorrow!! Jai Reyes and JV Casio are going to play in Kapamilya: Deal or No Deal!!!! Together pa!!!!! Ooohh..can't wait! :)

color it yellow

2008-10-20T20:17:00.002+08:00

I think I am not meant to study in UST.

Ask me why....*why?

Well that's because I was heedless regarding my application form. Today's the deadline for it and I wasn't able to go to Don Bosco to submit the form. I didn't have my clear copy of birth certificate & 500-Peso payment. It took me an hour and a half to look for a former adviser to sign as a representative and another 30 minutes for my ID picture. It's past 5pm, we're in Angeles and it will take us about an hour to reach Mabalacat, so obviously, the office is already close by the time we arrive there. Adix and I were so pissed because the staffs of our highschool principal didn't even bother to give concern to her form. The secretary just placed the form along with the pile of unused papers. Talk about that! We wasted time because of it. Then we went to the guidance office to inform what has happened. They said that we should request the H.S.P. Office to call DBA to give consideration on our late application forms. Guess what those staffs said..bakit hindi yung guidance ang tumawag at kami pa? Wada?! Ginawa pa kaming tanga na pabalik balik! They have the authority to call! We're not that stupid not to know that! Believe me, they're just doing that so there would still be "bright =P" students left in Holy Angel University for college. If you ask me, I would prefer A.U. than Holy Angel. Uminit talaga dugo ko sa kanila. Hopefully, DBA would still accept our late forms tomorrow morning.

Looking at the bright side: This is a sign that I will pass Ateneo or UP!! No need to wish to pass UST! Whooshoo!! xXD

TWO iN ONE

2008-10-17T20:45:00.004+08:00

Yey! I've got two new awards! Thanks to Ate Chiui and Shemtot for giving me those awards. I'm blessed to have you guys :)
FiRST AWARD: I'm giving this award to:

xty and dylan.their photographs amaze me.
kristine. I think she writes like Georgia Nicolson from the chic lit series Confessions of Georgia Nicolson. I like her. :)
kristelle. She's a legible writer. Hands down..and she's only thirteen!! :O
kristian. his entries are very interesting to read

SECOND AWARD:
I'm giving this award to shemtot, charoots, roux, ate chiui..and of course, to chris tiu! Nyahaha =P

sulat

2008-10-17T20:25:00.005+08:00

Shemtot,

Hindi ko pala pwede ipagsabi kung anong meron at nangyari sa retreat para may thrill pa rin daw kayo sa retreat niyo. Ito lang masasabi ko: UNLIMITED FOOD. Nabasa mo? Parang hindi eh. Ulitin ko lang...UNLIMITED FOOOD!!!! Yun lang. =)

Lalabs,

Chincoii

Oo nga pala, may nalaman akong nilalaman..nu ba yun, di ko alam tagalugin. xD

Naglalakad na ang mga puno sa highway ng City of San Fernando!!

check it out mga dudais:

Ang tanga tanga ng mga puno noh..akalain niyo hindi man nila alam na may dumadaan na mga sasakyan. Pati pala poste naging tanga na rin.Tsk2.

let's hear it from the boys

2008-10-11T23:06:00.003+08:00

I had an unusual day today. I met Hivon and Felix at school to make our Physics project. Turns out Felix had a game in Basketball so we still need to wait for him to finish the game. After a few minutes, Hivon got bored so I accompanied her to go to Nepo mall to buy the stuffs that we need. Less than an hour, we were through and we went back to school and saw the opposing team leave. They didn't finish the game because it almost turned into a riot. It ended in the 3rd quarter with a score of 52-53. We sat on the benches waiting for Felix and listening to the rants of the guys. They're really funny and always have something unordinary to say.

No wonder I sometimes wish I were a guy. :))

When I was there I was observing almost everything they're doing.

Some were half naked.

Some were blabbing about the game that almost turned into a riot and how they outwit the 'rambol' in the court.

Jeric was smelling his sweaty jersey and socks the entire time and wiped them on Hivon's face!

How they treat their coach as their buddy.

I 've also observed that girls aren't the only people who talk loud enough for people from a distance to hear.

When they're in groups it takes them twice the time girls spend in the corridors walking.

Then I just also recently found out that they were drinking 'banyo-water', the term Jeric used when Hivon asked where they're getting their drinks. Yuck! I couldn't believe that. We almost lost our appetite. And here's the crazy part. Hahaha. I can't keep myself from laughing! :))

*guy opens the jar lid to see if there's still water

GUY: Dana! Ating ipas keng inuman!!! (madapaka! the water has a cockroach!)

GUY2: Jandirit! Nokarin wari? (asan?)

*looked inside the jar

GUY2: Awa ne! Nya pala mesambut tamu! ( oo nga noh? kaya pala natalo tayo!)

Imagine that! The water they drank in the whole game has a dead cockroach in it!

Hivon and I were laughing our heads off because Jeric had just drunk the water there before the guy had found out.

After the conversation with their team, we headed to Felix's house to do our project. I was surprised to see that the Felix guys were all gorgeous looking and skyhigh!! Oh and btw, Felix is our classmate's surname, his real name is Patrick. I was attracted to his brother who's 5'9 in height, has fair complexion and bright eyes...only to find out he's only in Grade 6!!

ayoko na sa kanya..child abuse na yun! xP

I also saw his kuya who looked really snobbish. Ang gwapo pala nilang tatlo.tsk

So there. It took us only two hours to finish the project. I think our group has the most creative concept because almost all the stuffs we used are recycled. :)

I went home late because there's a heavy traffic in Angeles due to the preparation for the Fiesta Ning Angeles tomorrow.

I had fun being with 2 different people. The three of us don't have anything in common but we managed to be together and end this day well. Very unusual indeed. :)

beat it, just beat it

2008-10-07T20:19:00.003+08:00

It was my 3rd session in drums today! It was fun...better than tkd I think.

I went there an hour earlier than my schedule.

Lemie and Steph were making fun of me since I'll be the last student who'll be going home late because I'm the only one who's scheduled to have sessions from 6pm to 7pm.

Steph: ang ganda ng schedule ni chinkoii!!

Rea: uulanan na naman siya ng yelo!! :))

*last time I was stranded in Notes and Rhythm because of the heavy rain. I was the only student left there!

Hai..I screwed up this day though T T
Si kuya Jojo naman naulanan ng beats and patterns kong sablay sablay. Sana normal pa mga tenga niya ngayon.

BUT!!! I learned how to play the song The Reason of Hoobastank!
Kudos for me! :)

and he lived happily NEVER after

2008-10-03T19:57:00.002+08:00

OPEN FORUM IN CLASS:

Class President: Wendy lapitan mo kung sino ang mas matimbang sa puso mo. Si Mark Jel pa rin ba o si Terry?

*class counting down from 10 to 1.

*Wendy walks toward Terry and stayed beside him.

*friends of Terry cheered.

*Russel cried.

*Some of the girls felt sorry for Mark Jel.

*Mark Jel almost cried during the Mass.

If Wendy hasn't been flirting with other guys, Mark Jel won't look for someone else.

Pareho lang silang naglolokohan eh.

I just can't believe something like this would happen in real life.

Hay, kaya ayoko ma-fall eh. xXP

Go Ateneo!

2008-09-25T19:48:00.006+08:00

...and the UAAP Season 71 Srs. Basketball Championship Game ended in shade of BLUE :)

Yeah you read that right. Ateneo Blue Eagles won after beating the DLSU Green Archers in Game 2 with a score of 62-51. It's Ateneo's 4th UAAP championship, 2002 being their first win under Norman Black. According to Ateneo's point-guard Jai Reyes, Norman Black's advice for them is "Forget about everything, just play defense." which is what they did. Their defenses this season are far better than last year. I didn't get to watch the First Quarter because I went home late. What I just saw were a few minutes left before 2nd Quarter ends with the Blue Eagles leading more than half of the Green Archers' score.

Here comes the controversial part. In the 3rd Quarter, Rico Maierhofer, La Salle's only legitimate player, was ejected from the game due to a technical foul after giving Rabeh Al-Hussaini a "dirty" finger. Coach Franz Pumaren was obviously upset. Thanks to JV Casio, La

Salle made it 50-47 before ending the quarter.In the 4th Quarter, Eric Salamat was sprained. JV Casio was fouled out which is very unfortunate for La Salle for having two of its best players being fouled. Ateneo cheered with La Salle playing Casio-less and Maierhofer-less. :))The Green side of Araneta looked desolated after the Archers attempted a few 3-point shoot. Still, Ateneo's in the lead. Until the game ended with 62-51.

Nonoy Baclao won UAAP Finals MVP.

Ryan Buenafe being the Rookie of the Year.

Rabeh Al-Hussaini as MVP of the Season.

Wow! What more could they ask for?They've got Baclao, Al-Hussaini, Salamat, Reyes and TIU!!! :)

Too bad it's Tiu's last year. Di ko na pala siya maaabutan! xD

another post!

2008-09-19T21:00:00.012+08:00

Look! I have an award! :D
Thanks to Dylan for giving it or rather passing it to me. ^^

And now I'm also gonna pass it to eight other bloggers.

froux .ate chiui
charoots .chesca
grace .hannah
xty .shemtot

batang bata ka pa

2008-09-19T21:00:00.005+08:00

DAPAT MGA ESTUDYANTE NG HOLY ANGEL AY BULAG, PIPI AT PILAY.

Bakit kamo?

Bulag, para wala nang nangongopya sa tests, homeworks at seatworks. Akalain mo kamo kanina yung kalokohang ginawa ko sa kaklase ko..kasi nag test kami sa Economics kanina sa AVR. Meaning wala kaming permanent seatplan. So ayun since ako yung nasa pinaka dulo ng row, tumabi sa akin si Jayson para daw mangopya siya. Eh hindi naman ako nagpapakopya noh (pwera sa Math =P) kaya ayun..eh di ko alam sagot sa unang tanong, yun yung pinakopya ko sa kanya. Eh tama naman pala yung iniisip niya tapos kinopya pa niya mali kong sagot..talaga naman :))

O eto pa..pipi, kasi di pa tumitilaok si Ma'am Calilung eh ang iingay na ng mga kaklase ko. Tumira na nga mga boses nila sa tenga ko eh. Lalo na mga babae sa amin. Hay nako pasalamat sila nakakapag pigil pa ako. Kaya simula ng umaga ng June 11, 2008 hanggang ngayon eh una na kami sa listahan ng mga maiingay na sections. Say niyo diba?

Pilay naman kasi nagtatag na naman ng bagong 'law' ang Holy. Simula next week, may Corridor Pass na dapat mga estudyanteng dumadaan sa corridors ng Holy para mabawasan mga nag cu-cutting, mga maiingay maglakad at mga pakalat-kalat sa corridors. Eh ang masama pa dito dalawa lang ang corridor pass: isa sa babae at isa sa lalake tapos teacher pa mag hahandle. Paano nun pag kailangan ko mang hiram ng book sa ibang section? Paano kung natatae pala kaklase ko tapos vacant namin nun? Paano mga cafeteria dun malulugi dahil imbis na magpuntahan mga estudyante dun tuwing vacant eh nakakulong lang kami sa classroom? Naman kahit kailan ang bait ng Holy sa amin.

Ayos lang naman mga yun eh para ma disiplina mga students sa Holy.

So no prob sa akin yun dahil good girl naman ako dun eh ;)

Nga pala, pagpasensyahan niyo na ako sa tagal kong pagpost. Kakatapos lang ng ACET dito. Muntik na nga ako di makapag test eh. Sa ganda kasi ng handwriting ng babae sa pag sulat ng room ko eh di ko naintindihan. Next week naman 2nd mid na namin..grabe ang bilis. Next week na rin start ng Drum Lesson ko :D

O siya yan na muna at madami pa [daw] akong gagawin xD

adios!

tatooed on my mind

2008-09-07T21:59:00.005+08:00

wala namang LOVE at first sight eh...

pero CRUSH at first sight meron.. :)

First time nangyari sa akin ito ah. Dinaanan lang ako para na akong nasa langit :))

It all started when me and my cousins played basketball somewhere in Clark. Tapos a group of teenage guys happened to pass by infront of the court. The first thing I noticed is his smile. Natawa kasi siya nun noong nadapa pinsan ko while she's grabbing the ball. Eee tapos yun! Eh saktong nasa harap ko pa man din siya!

Ganito pala feeling noh? Chinito pa rin, as usual naman tapos kabuhok pa man din niya si L ng Death Note. Isa pang nakaka admire sa kanya is nag start yung group nila ng prayer bago mag jamming. Wow. Kung hindi ako nagkakamali, either born again christian sila or baptist. Tapos they sat under the shade of a tree near the court kaya nasusulyapan ko siya while we were playing. =P

buhok pa lang ni L pamatay na eh..aha

Speaking of Death Note nga pala, maigas ganda ng kwento. Di ko mapigilang di mapanood.
O un lang. I just wanted to post something about this unforgettable day ^^

yeyeah whoaa..

2008-09-03T21:57:00.002+08:00

HAMBURDAE ATCHING DOUGLAS !!

kilala niyo siya? sayang naman kung hinde :))

greet niyo siya ngayon burdae niya! XD

kung kaya ko lang na ako ang nasa puso mo..

2008-09-01T20:45:00.002+08:00

darn it!!! Kean Cipriano of Callalily (at ex ko..haha) was in the reunion concert of eheads!! haizt kasi naman siya! hindi siya nagpost agad sa yahoogroups na pupunta siya! nuko kung para lang sa kanya pipilitin ko makapunta dun!! :p

oo nga pala..may ginawa akong hindi kanais nais sa aking sarili..pag rerebelde ba tawag dito o pasaway lang talaga ako?

hindi kasi ako pinayagan pumunta sa Taguig para sa reunion ng eheads ng daddy ko. ayun galit na galit ako sa kanya. para ma trigger din siyang magalit sa akin, nag pa-pierce na naman ako sa tenga ko! yup, i have 2 piercings in each of my ears. pero di ko pa pinapakita sa kanya, kay mama pa lang :)

ang sama ko noh? sana hindi na lang ma-atake si daddy sa puso.. xP

hay naku nu ba yan..ibabalita ko lang sana yung tungkol sa pagpunta ni kean sa eheads..kainis..tabi sana kami sa upuan! ahaha

o siya babush na :)

pansin ko puro tagalog na ako dito ah..luluwa na niyan mga mata niyo sa kakabasa ng tagalog! hehe..jokes!

tama na yan chibugan na

2008-09-01T18:13:00.004+08:00

before anything else, i would like to greet my frog friend ROUX a Happy Birthday!!

oye mabuhay tayong mga isinilang sa buwan ng setyembre..! :)

so yun. yesterday i went to SM Pampanga to meet roux, charuts and gelai.. roux texted us kasi na she's going to SM kaya un..good thing umaga pa nun..eh hindi naman mahirap magpaalam sa daddy ko pag umaga kaya pinayagan ako. :D
ayo ako pa nauna sa kanila! ako nga dapat humabol eh pero ako pa nauna dun xP
naghintay ako sa starbucks. sa tagal nila napa-order tuloy ako kahit masakit sa wallet :))
tas yun dumating na rin si roux. namiss ko siya grabe. lalo na tawa niya. daig pa si woodywood pecker..hahaha.kidding! =P
sayang si SHEMTOT hindi nakasama. buti nga daw hindi siya nakasama kasi may masasabunutan siya nun..oo tama yung nagtitinda ng tinapa sa harap ng sm baka daw masabunutan niya..tsk2
tas ayun libre kami ni Roux sa Tokyo Tokyo..galeng porket tumanda na ng isang taon marunong na manlibre! haha..jokes ulit!
tas yun libot kame..dame tao kasi sale eh. tapos binili na rin namin ng gift si roux sa blue magic. nagtaka pa man din siya bakit nawala yung palakang display di niya alam na kinuha na namin..magic noh? hehe

hanggang 4 ata kame dun. kapagod grabe mga paa ko parang pinang martilyo sa pwet ni shem! hahaha

hay grabe miss ko na mga yun..pag magkakasama kame..

nu ba yan. para na akong ewan puro kalokohan post ko dito..sige sige next time ulit ang update. :)

F4..! Oh beybe beybe, my beybe beybe..wo she buneng choo choo ni.. xP

o diba..kung di man kami ang susunod na F4..kami naman papalit sa Eraserheads! haha

si Shemtot na lang waterboy namin..jokes! hehehe =P

something doesn't feel right

2008-08-29T20:23:00.002+08:00

What’s the point in ever trying to be happy when the very pursuit of happiness is what makes me miserable? Parati na lang ako nagpaparaya. Pero sana naman they also consider what I want. It's not that I want to have it..I want to deserve it..But that doesn't mean I have nothing ha. I'm in my teenage years eh. They don't understand how important it is to me. I know mawawala rin ito..pero for now, it definitely hurts.

mahiwagang elisi

2008-08-25T14:29:00.007+08:00

haiz. wala na naman pasok ngayon. madadagdagan na naman schooldays namin. kung bakit pa kasi namatay si Ninoy. xP

dahil nga walang pasok, buong araw na naman ako naka online. heto at nag do-download ako ng mga Original Pinoy Music na kanta nung 90's. Eh kasi naman para sa akin mas magaganda mga kanta noon kaysa sa mga kanta ngayon. Agree naman siguro kayo noh?

Lumaki na kasi ako na naririnig mga kanta ng Eheads, Rivermaya, Jeremiah, True Faith, Parokya at iba pa. Yun kasi mga kanta na pinapatugtog nung ex-boyfriend ng tita ko at barkada niya noon. Kaya at the age of 3, mulat na ako sa industriya ng Musika. Wow, pansin ko, napaka tangalog ko ngayon. Tribute ko na lang yan kay Ninoy tsaka buwan naman ng wika eh. :D

Tingnan niyo naman sila noong kabataan nila. Si Buddy ang laki ng pinagbago ng itsura. Si Ely gwapo pa rin.. c;

Tungkol nga pala sa reunion ng Eraserheads, good news!!! Binaba nila sa 12 years old ang minimum age. O diba? Di naman siguro magsisinungaling yung nakausap ko. Hanggang 1 ng madaling araw kanina naghanap ako ng mapagtatanungan tungkol sa reu ng Eheads. Nakuha ko pa nga mga email adds nila eh! ahaha..maliban nga lang yung kay Ely pero ayos lang at least meron ako nung kay Raimund. ^^

Gusto ko talaga pumunta dun kaya nga lang di ko naman alam kung san makakabili ng ticket. Sa tuesday pa lang ibubulgar in public. Eh hello?! 35,000 lang ang accomodation nila. Sigurado madami gusto pumunta nun.

,br>Sige, yan na muna at tinatamad na akong mag type ng kung ano pa. Nahawa na ako sa katamaran ni *ahem* shemtot eh..kilala niyo siya? Buti naman... :))

important issues

2008-08-24T22:46:00.008+08:00

Has anyone of you heard about Eraserhead's comeback concert? Coz I only heard RUMORS about it. I read in blogs and in other sites that the concert is restricted only for adults, for smokers, that is, since Marlboro will be sponsoring them. They said that you need to have 20 empty packs of Marlboro cigarettes to have a free entrance, that the event isn't really a concert since they'll only be singing at least 8 tracks. The said event will be held in the CCP grounds on August 30, 2008. Are these all true? If any of you know about these stuffs, please do inform me. I would love to be there and witness their comeback after like 6 years or so.

Moving on, Callalily's new music video, Ako'y Babalik is already in Myx. It's a really nice song; it's a sequel in Magbalik. I wish you vote for it so it'll be included in Myx Daily Top 10. :)

Ngayon na rin pala ang last day ng Beijing Olympics 2008. How fast time flies. How disappointing din that team Philippines will go back here medal-less. Did you guys know what happened to our swimmers? Ung isa, butas ang swimwear na binigay sa kanya. Sayang 4th lang siya nun. Si Molina ata yung may masikip na swimwear. Kaya ayun nanghiram ng swimwear sa ibang bansa na mas malaki naman sa kanya. Nangyari pumasok mga tubig sa may legs niya kaya bumigat paglangoy niya. Si Perez, ang bet natin sa diving, may sakit sa paa kaya hindi maganda mga forms niya. Sayang si Tshomlee Go, our kicker in Tkd. Have you guys watched his fight? It's really unfair for his part. His kicks are clearer and more impressive than his competitor.

Nakakainis panoorin.

Anong nangyari sa 45-kick niya? Napunta sa kalaban ang dapat niyang score.

Eh yung turning side kick? Di binigyan ng score.

Eh yung napakalinaw at napakagandang Axe kick niya na worth 2 points???!

Hindi rin binigyan ng puntos. May galit ba mga judges sa Pinas?

Si Toni Rivero ang pinaka kawawa. Bakit kamo? Eh sa kanya iniasa ng mga Pinoy ang pagkamit natin ng Gold. Pressure yun noh kung alam lang natin. Imbis na i-enjoy niya ang laban, naka tatak sa isip niya na "Ako na lang ang pag asa ng bansa ko. Nakakahiya naman kung i-disappoint ko sila.."

Haiz.

Ang daming tanong noh? Ang dami kasing pangyayari na hindi man nila nilinaw.

May kinalaman kaya ang pulitika? Partly yes. Wanna know why??? hahaha magkakabulgaran na dito..tsk2

I will only spill a few beans lang naman. >:)

Ang aking pinakamamahal na instructor na si Sir Kio ay ka-level sina Donnie Geisler at Tshomlee Go. Sa tuwing pumupunta siya sa Manila to train, silang tatlo ang mga nagkakatapat..and guess what..natatalo ni Sir yang dalawang yan. Reason kung bakit di sikat si Sir? Wala kasi siyang kapit sa politics eh. Alot of other Sa Bum Nim Ke's also hate him kasi they can't deny na magaling siya. Kaya lang nakuha si Donnie kahit na taga Pampanga siya is because of his height. My point is, ang daming Filipinos na magagaling sa iba't ibang field ng sports na hindi binigyan pansin dahil wala silang connection sa Politics. Walang sasalo sa kanila kung magkaproblema man financially. At syempre may kita ang government official sa "pato" nila. At dahil may kita na sila, di na nila bibigyan pansin player nila. Bahala na ang instructor nila sa kanils. Kawawa naman. Sana, balang araw, hayaan niyo na po akong mangarap, in the next 8-12 years, ako na pala lalaban sa Olympics! :))

Kaya pag punta ko sa Manila makiki close na ako kay Chiz Escudero. hahaha

Kaya tayong mga susunod na leaders ng Pinas, sana naman maging fair tayo sa ganyang bagay. Hindi uunlad ang bansa kung naka "cycle" ang corruption. Kawawa na ang Pinas. Wag natin gayahin kung ano man ang nakikita nating katiwalian sa gobyerno ngayon. Dapat baguhin natin ang imahe ng Pilipinas sa malinis na paraan. Kaya dapat iboto ninyo ako sa susunod na halalan ha! jokes! O, yun na yun. Concern lang naman ako sa bansa natin eh. Kaso masyado pa naman akong bata para maging seryoso para jan. Wag muna ngayon. :))

O siya. I'll be waving my goodbye na. Kung anu-ano na nasabi ko dito sa post na ito.

2nd promotion test

2008-08-22T22:39:00.002+08:00

that was the reason why i haven't been updating these past few days..

promotion test ko kanina.

pero feel ko hindi ako papasa..

una: nagkamali ako sa palgue form..nagka 100 knuckle push-ups tuloy ako sa magaspang na sahig..

pangalawa: nung sa yellow belt kicks..yung axe kick ginawa kong hook kick!! anak ng shuteng anim pa naman yun! ee kainis talaga!

pangatlo: napaka unfair!! naka sparring ko black belter tapos si jenna blue belter lang tapos si jam brown belter...super unfair yun noh

haiz may mukha pa ba akong ipapakita sa gym bukas? ee nakakainis talaga yung bwiset na axe kick na yun..may kinalaman siguro sa nalunok kong asurot kanina..ewan ko lang kung asurot nga yun pero kasing baho ng asurot..may nalunok kasi akong insekto kanina eh..si sir kasi gusto pang sumisigaw kami habang sumisipa..ayun tuloy.. xP
saktong pinasa lang ako ni sir kanina eh.
pero ipapasa kaya ako ng head ng Philippine Taekwondo Association?
yun yung nakakatakot.. >_<
nako pagkauwi ko dun ko lang naalala yung sa axe kick..nagwala ako promise! kinurot ko pa pwet ni mama eh nung hiyakap ko siya..hahahaha

dun nga pala sa sparring ko kay ponyang nakangiti pa ako kahit na sinisipa na ako ng black belter..kelan kaya kayo nakakita ng ganung nag ta-taekwondo noh? tapos di man ako mukhang nakakatakot..hehehe

cge bukas na lang ako mag popost ng mas marami nagmamadali ako ngayon di pa ako nag rereview para sa test bukas..

beat it

2008-08-09T19:21:00.003+08:00

Grabe. I didn't know two weeks na lang eh Promotion test na namin sa Taekwondo. Eh I just went back in training last week! I'm still learning the Taeguk form, the foundation form and the self defenses and I still don't get them. So ayun we practiced. Bilib na naman si sir sa akin kaso parati niyang kino-comment, "kung sana ganyan ka sumipa nung competition eh di naka gold ka!"

hehe..Tapos nun sparring. I first sparred with Orochi. Haiz I hate him.! Everyday reminder kaya ni sir na pag babae ang kalaban ng lalake wag puruhan. Ang sakit ng mga sipa niya muntik na ako tumalsik talsik kung alam lang niya.! Ayos lang na masaktan ako kaso isipin naman niya na babae kinakalaban niya diba. Pero ang highlight ng day na ito is our Point System Sparring. I sparred with ate Mau, ang dakila naming taga sipa..hehe

She's so good kasi she kicks like guy! So ayun alam niya na mahina loob ko pagdating sa pakikipaglaban kaya di niya ako masyado sinaktan nung una. Pero in the middle of the game, lumakas na sipa ko kaya ayun..nabugbog na naman ako sa sparring. My arms are swelling at baka maging bruises pa ito bukas.

By the way, tomorrow morning I'll be singing the alma mater of Kumon in their program. Yes, solo ko po ang pagkanta. Kaya kung may bagyo man na dumating sa lungsod niyo, ako na ang may kasalanan dun. :))

After the program kasama ko na naman family ko mag lunch sa Mequeni.

Ano kaya nakain ni daddy at bakit biglang bumaliktad ang mundo?

"Now tell me can you feel it - when you're livin' in better days.."

code red

2008-08-08T15:27:00.003+08:00

Just got home from school. I wish I didn't went there. I only stayed for like about an hour! It's our first Community Service in C.A.T. and we're supposed to clean the campus since it's the last day of the Intramurals. I didn't watch the championship game in Basketball earlier and the awarding ceremony. I went there pass 1pm..and we're suppose to clean around 1..yung isa kasi jan bomba..MALAKING PASABOG.! Ganun na pala usapan..pag late iiwanan na..sige simula ngayon wala nang meeting-meeting place kung mang iiwan din eh noh? You know who you are and you made me really angry this day. Don't even dare talk to me at mapapahiya ka lang. I mean it. Kahit mukha akong loka loka kausap alam mo naman siguro kung kelan ako seryoso okies?..o yun na yun.

Anyways, good thing di na-assign class namin kaagad. So there I went to the bleachers sa left wing because that's where I'll meet my classmates. Ayun I was with Pia, Janell, Cyruss and Marvic. We were given a sac at kailangan namin mapuno yun ng basura. Namumulot lang kami ng basura kung saan saan near the basketball courts. Then Lemie and Jenna came with us para mamulot din. As usual, todo asar si Lemie sa akin. Pano kaya siya inuutusan ko pumulot ng mga kalat..hehehe

At dahil pasaway talaga kami, Marvic got some trash in the trash bins at nilagay niya sa sac namin! Ahaha

No wonder ang bilis namin natapos. After nun binigay na namin yung sac kay Sir Sison at before we part ways nag picturepicture muna kami.

I really wanted to go home kaagad kasi aalis daw kami sabi ni mama. Pero badtrip kasi di ko na sila naabutan kaya heto mag isa ako sa bahay.

Shall I call it a day? I dunno. Di pa naman tapos itong araw na ito eh..o siya yan na muna at magseseryoso na ako sa pag gawa kong essay sa Ateneo. :)

and we're the next cartoon superheroes..

road to ruin

2008-08-07T21:00:00.003+08:00

okies. It's thee second day of our Intramurals. I just hated that I forgot to take pictures of the dance com yesterday. Not that Seniors won first place but because it's our last Intramurals in Holy so I wanted to have a snapshot of every significant moments this schoolyear. Yesterday, I planned to go there 9 in the morning. Then when I was still here at home my sister texted me and said.. "xiet ang galing ng dancers sana andito ka.."

At first I thought that the first event was the dance com so I was very disappointed that I didn't get to watch it. So I texted Pia and told her to hurry up a bit and I'll meet her earlier than what we've planned to meet so we could watch the Seniors dance since they're the ones who will wrap-up the dance competition.

So there we arrived a bit late. The dance numbers that my sister was referring to were performed by the TAP dancers. They're good pa man din sayang di ko napanood. (wow nag tagalog daw neh? hehe) We also didn't get to watch the Juniors' but it's okay. I heard they weren't even good. ]:)
We just saw the latter part of the Freshie's dance and it's very nice..it'll be better if they moved together at the same time. Then the next dancers were the Sophies. I didn't like their music. It's very apathetic I say. The only thing that made their dance lively are their props.

At siyempre, dahil Senior ako, mas gusto ko dance namin! :D
Yun nga lang, sluggish naman gumalaw nung iba. I won't mention names na lang at baka ma libel pa ako.. xP

Tapos the last performers were the Seniors (who else eh kami na lang natira!)..I didn't like their costumes. Mukha silang tikoy na binalot sa red cellophane. I also didn't like some of their dance steps. The stardancer of the Seniors is my gay classmate and our class president, Bert. He dances really good. That's why he won as Stardancer of the year.

Unforunately, the Seniors only won as 1st runner-up in the competition followed by the Juniors , then the Freshies. So yeah. the Sophies won...sabi nga nila, dinaan sa props at costume.

It's a dismay for us kasi it's our last year at nasira na ang trademark ng Seniors to win the dance competition yearly. Kainis talaga..So yun after that we went to Mcdonald's to eat our lunch. I was with Kim and Pia..Maffieux where were you that day anyway?

Medyo diyahe in my part kasi I ordered our food, but they payed naman their meals. Yun nga in the part of ordering our food, yung pera ni Kim tig pipiso! Eh she was embarrassed na ganun pera niya so she told me to hold her money daw. Tapos pera naman ni Pia puro bulok na bills. Hindi naman sa maarte akong hawakan mga yun pero when we were in the counter to pay for the meals na, the cashier took a long time counting our money tapos the customer beside me ( since I was the one who's paying nga) said in a loud voice in Kapampangan, "Atche nanlimos ata kayo ah?!" sabay tawa..gawd..at pinapalabas pa ni Kim na akin yung tig pipiso..pero hinayaan ko na lang. Ayoko masira araw ko siyempre.

Tapos ayun we stayed there for an hour. Tapos a few minutes before we leave, tamang tama dumating yung crush ko nung

3rd year pa ako! Ayo, cute pa rin..parang si Kean! ahaha

haiz sayang paalis na kami nun..pero at least nakita ko siya o diba? Ayos na yun. :D

So there we went back to school to watch Basketball. Eh attendance checker si Kim. So we went to the store where they sell school supplies. Kim bought a paper. Eh diba malapit lang yung tindahan sa Engineering building? Ayun I saw GREEN sitting at the stairs with his friends..at pareho kaming naka green! Kilig nun ako siyempre soulmates kami eh! :))

Ako naman sinadya ko mag green kasi every wednesday ( wash day ng college) parati siyang naka green..kay ayun C:

Wow nice noh? Two former crushes ko nakita ko. hehehe

So there we stayed in the school til 5pm kasi we were waiting for the Basketball game! Yun pala kinabukasan pa yun! Hay sus anak ng kamote na bwiset ako nun! Fastforward..*tapos sa Holy sa gym para mag taekwondo tapos uwi sa bahay tapos mag net tapos wash-up toothbrush, tuck Coycoy in bed then sleep..napaka iksing fastforward :))

Tapos ngayon naman, same time din kami nagkita ni Pia sa Mini Stop. When we went to school we saw the Seniors basketball team girls vs. the Juniors girls. Haiz madumi talaga maglaro batch namin ever. I planned to join since last year pa pero since Felker (yung kumukuha ng players) doesn't know me, why bother na mag audition kahit alam kong di naman niya ako kukunin diba?

So ayun, muntik na magsabunutan yung iba..then the students were shouting "gunutan!" "dus!"

Nako mga walang hiyang bata gusto pa talaga ng away.
Di ko na care kung sino nanalo eh di naman ako interested sa game.

Tapos since lunch time na umalis na kami ng gym. Eh tamang tama nakasalubong namin ang masungit naming Computer teacher na si Sir Vitug. gawd I hated what he did to me. Kasi kanina yun nga nadaanan namin siya tapos bigla sumigaw siya ng "HOY!" ng ilang beses. Ayun we looked back and he was pointing at one of us. Yun pala ako. Pinalapit niya ako tapos sabi niya:

"Ikaw inapakan mo na nga ako di ka pa mag sosorry?!?!"

"ha? eh di ko pa alam na na apakan ko po kayo.."
"Ano?! Anong hindi mo alam na inapakan ako??!!!!" then random kapampangan words na sinabi niya so hindi ko na naintindihan.
"Eh di sorry po kung ganun man di ko naman talaga po kasi alam eh.."

At ayun I walked away. Grabe ang galit ko sa kanya kanina. Kahit hanggang ngayon may galit pa rin ako sa kanya eh. Bwiset siya ha. Siya ang pinaka bwiset sa lahat ng bwiset!!

Tapos sina Kim nagtaka rin kung paano ko matatapakan si Sir Vitug eh ang layo namin sa kanya! Hay nako pag inevaluate namin yun ibabagsak ko siya makita niya!!!
Hay..basta makakarma din yun bahala siya.

After nun ayun kumain kami pero ngayon sa school na lang. Tapos we went back to the gym to watch the guys play. Grabe galing ng Seniors! Walang kahirap hirap maglaro. Natalo nila Juniors and Sophomores. Tapos may match ulit Senior girls kanina..aba bumawi! Ganda na ng laban! Wala na sabunutan! hehehe

Bukas na niyan yung championship game. Yun nga lang di ako manunuod kasi masyado maaga..sayang ang tulog. :)

Then I also had my training in the gym kanina. Poomse na kami ngayon since weeks na lang eh promotion test na. Hopefully hindi maging ka-sched ng ACET ang promo namin. Singit ko muna pala ang ACET..pakshet ala pa akong essay. Usapan namin ni Ica pauduguin ko sila sa english essay ko! XD

Anyways yun nga..I enjoyed the training kanina. Ang babaw talaga ng kaligayahan ni Sir. Dapat serious kasi kami nag cha-charyeot kay sir tapos siya magsisimula tumawa..hehe

We practiced self defense kanina and Taeguk forms and Palgue. Usually siya na rin nakaka spar ko. So ayun di na ako takot kalabanin ibang belts kasi kung blackbelter kinakalaban ko eh yung lower belts pa diba? Yun nga lang mahina pa rin yung loob ko lumaban sa sparring. As I've said, ayokong nakakasakit ng tao :)

Ang bait ko diba? Bukas nasa heaven na ako niyan..hehehe Joke!

Tapos naka usap ko si Kuya AJ. He said na impress daw siya kay #08 kanina sa Basketball girls ng Seniors kasi galing daw niya. He also commented on how Bert danced. They were shouting daw "ipako sa krus!"

Ang sama nila. Nandiri pa daw sila nung kinuha ni Bert trophy niya kasi nag split pa daw siya. Nangilabot pa nga siya kanina nung kinuwento niya eh..aha

Hay grabe. To be downright, I didn't enjoy Intrams this year..kasi di ko kasama sina Shemtot, Charoots, Leapot at Gelai..

paging paging muna ang bahaging ito:

Oi asan kayo? Di ko kayo nakita ha. Sana sumama na lang ako sa inyo kanina.. Kasi naman nung araw bago magsimula Intrams nagtanong na si Charoot ng day kung san tayo magsasama..kaso yung ISANG TAONG TINUBUAN NG DALAWANG PIGSA SA LIKOD AT HARAP jan kesyo may sched na siya sa thursday. Sus anong sched sched naman yun? May nalalaman ka pang ganun ah. Hay naku..pero sige hayaan na natin.. What's done is done. Di ako galit..sayang lang araw na ito..hehe

O siya, I'll be updating tomorrow. It's the last day pero I won't come. Pupunta na lang ako ng 1pm para sa C.A.T. Community Service namin..

Nga pala shemtot if ever mag online ka man..may com service tayo bukas kay Sir Sison ALL FOURTH YEAR HS STUDENTS..wear red shirt and maong pants. Kung ayaw mo bumagsak punta ka kundi itatambak ko sa bahay niyo lahat ng kalat ng pinaglinisan natin.. Sige magpakatamad ka pa ha para ma very good ka.

Yun lang. *bow

goodnight na rin pala :)

suspended!

2008-08-04T08:51:00.004+08:00

ugh. Holy Angel is so stupid. Some says classes are suspended others said it isn't. So here I am at home. I didn't go to school because I was so pissed..sino bang hindi maaasar na may magtetext na "ui atin klase.."..tapos maya maya.."bawi! alang pasok!"

jusco alternate pa man din! eh di labas pasok din ako sa banyo para maligo!!
mga bwiset..di na lang ako pumasok

anyways, ang high blood ko noh?

para ata akong masungit mag blog..at mag text

pasensya na lang at napa aga ata ang menopause ko..xP

"what's this..all words..i just can't figure out.."

someday..

2008-08-03T19:00:00.005+08:00

okay..I wasn't able to update last night for i was so exhausted after taking the UPCAT. The moment I got home, I took a hot bath and went to sleep. Then i woke up at 9am and I saw my dad awake kaagad.. He's not used in waking earlier than us kasi eh..tapos he said na we'll have our lunch together as a family in Mequeni.. It's an expensive restaurant in Mimosa Holiday Inn..my sister and I were cursing ourselves coz we don't wanna go there! Pero syempre pagbigyan ang matanda xP

so there..hay! good thing sumama kami ni Jenna! There were only a few people in the place so di na ako masyado nahiya..and THE FOOD!!! grabe..eat all you can and self service pa..you just have to get the food that you wanted to eat..or taste..there's Filipino, French and Japanese cuisine..and they're all delicious! tataba na niyan ako..hehe

so we ate in the area kung saan di nga masyado matao.

si daddy nagkamay kumain kasi seafood pinagkukuha niya.. kaya ayun gumaya na ang gaya gaya naming nanay..nagkamay na rin..hay naku kelan mo pa kinamay ang pasta? tsk

after the meal, i went back to the function area to get deserts..sa dami ng deserts pabalik balik ako like 3 times! only for deserts ha!
first stop..THE ice cream stand..since eat all you can, pati ice cream..scoop all you can! hehe then i also get to decorate my ice cream!! un nga lang nahiya akong i-over decorate..like lagyan ng wafer cone nd loads of sprinkles and whip cream..aww i was so happy! kulang na lang maging teary-eyed ako sa ice cream ko tanong niyo man kay jenna!! hahaha
i was such a kid swear..ang babaw ng kaligayahan ko kanina dahil lang sa ice cream. :)

at pinicturan ko pa talaga!! hehe

tapos di pa ako contented with THE ice cream..so i went back to get more..pumunta ako sa bandang cakes..i got a slice of cheesecake (favorite!)..and went to the chocolate fountain stand..nung time na nun dami na kids and teens na nasa chocolate stand..so i got a donut at sinawsaw ko na sa chocolate dip..eh nahulog sa fountain..tapos ganito nangyari:

guy: *laughing
me: *giggles
guy: nahulog noh?
me: *without looking at him..ai oo nga eh..*sabay smile na nakatingin sa fountain :))
guy: madulas ba?
me: *still not looking at him..yup..sige ha una na ako
guy: *laughed

hai nako good thing di siya masyado papansin after unlike the other guys i've encountered with the same situation..muntik ko na nga itusok marshmallow na hawak ko sa bibig niya nun tumawa siya eh..! ahaha

pero sayang..i didn't get to see his face! x]

tas ayun i ate my deserts..grabe sobrang busog ko!

sana minsan madala ko dun sina shemtot para mag enjoy sila sa ICE CREAM! :)

tas ayun..we went walking around Mimosa muna..tapos bigla my dad saw Senator Angara..nung nakita namin ni Jenna nagtago na kami agad because my dad will introduce us niyan to him and make yabang na naman!..tinago pa nga namin si mama sa CR eh! hahaha

haiz si daddy talaga feeling close bwiset.

then we went to SM Pampanga para mag grocery si daddy..yup si daddy ang nag grocery..kakagulat noh? sa bundat kasi ni mama di na niya kayang mamili..pero nung nagyaya kaming bumili ng damit ba game naman siya!
tapos ngayon halos kauuwi lang namin..ayun si daddy kumakain na naman...parang butas ang tiyan at hindi ata nabusog sa kinain namin kanina..haiz kapagod. I really enjoyed the food! :D
that's it muna..family bonding kami ngayon..wow kagulat

wala naman ata ako sa panaginip ano? hehehe

"da da da da da..you make me happy.."

now you know

2008-08-01T15:39:00.006+08:00

i didn't go to school today coz i feel awful. i have a severe stomachache..every like 2-3 hours i make happy poopoo (sinabi ko pa eh noh) haha

pano kaya kumain ako ng different flavors ng mochi ( green tea, peanut butter, monggo..sunog na kanin ata yung isa eh) then lunch ko fetuccine in carbonara sauce tapos kinagabihan i ate green salad turned into breadsticks..ack

di siguro kinaya ng sikmura ko. tapos last night mga 10pm feel ko tuloy buntis ako..i can hardly sleep..then when i woke up this morning, my head hurts and i feel like throwing up. para akong may hydrocephalus o kung ano mang bukol meron sa ulo..i stayed in bed the entire morning..bale kababangon ko lang. i wanted to go to school pa man din because it's our homeroom day, NCAE review in math ( i love my math subject this schoolyear) and it's our first friday mass in school. I've never missed attending it since my elementary years..ngayon lang and it saddens me..(asus..)

i hope i'll be okay by tomorrow kasi test na namin sa UPCAT.

from L-R: matt, james and charlie ( siya crush ko sa kanilang tatlo c:)

anyways i've just bumped into this music site and i saw one of my favorite bands in my childhood days - Busted. there was once a rivalry between them and the jonas brothers with the song Year 3000. we ( the fans of busted including me and jb's fans) were fighting bout who originally popularized the song. i remember, i was in 6th grade then..pinapatulan ko mga ganyan sa isang account sa youtube..may vid ung jb sa Year 3000 at batuta pa sila dun..i flooded negative comments bout the jonas brothers. i gave evidences pa why Year 3000 is originally by Busted. then look at me now, gusto ko na rin ung Jonas..pero ngayon ngang nakita ko ulit ung Busted after so many years, i can say na it still has that affect on me. oh namiss ko sila ng bonggang bongga.. :))

i, i'm really falling for you

i, hate what you're putting me through

what have you done to me now?

i just can't sleep at night...

see you again

2008-07-25T21:29:00.004+08:00

it's been a loooong time since i posted my last entry here..so did anyone miss me??

*silence...anyone? xP

haiz i wanted to put alot of my rants here but i was too indolent to do so that's why i forgot all bout them already..hehe..nothing's new with my daily routine..dullness starts to cover the world revolving around me. all i do is yeah wake up in the morning, go to school, go to taekwondo class every night except tuesdays which is scheduled for my kumon, do homeworks or read my lessons in advance and sleep late. i haven't had a good night sleep for two weeks straight. i miss staying overlong in bed which i intend to do every morning and every night. my weekend is too short for me. the moment i wake up i review for UPCAT or do projects and homeworks to be passed on the coming week/s. then i'm having kumon in the afternoon and taekwondo again at night..geez i am so busy these days. then i'm still planning to have drum lessons once a week! how's that? ugh..maybe i just don't know how to manage my time well.

oh yeah bout the drum lessons. lemuelita wanted me to start right ahead so before this year ends, i've already mastered the basic. they ( momi, stef and lemi) were planning to join the Battle of the Bands next year in U-days. sana this time matuloy na ang much-awaited birth ng C.O.R.D.S.!! :)

i wanted to be in a band..to play drums or the vocals..but if ever i'll be a vocalist, mas magandang mag stand-up comedienne na lang ako..hehehe

anyways, last two days was my 1st BANniversary in Gaia. i was banned together with chelsea, pangil and myron..and it's all because of Holy Angel's net..nako mamatay na un! it's the only game site i played in my life. i missed my friends there..we were like a big happy family. kaso may kanya-kanyang buhay na sila ngayon. i hope they don't forget.

moving on, bout school, i'm starting to like some of my classmates. i've made friends with a few people like Pia, Reyzel, Marvic, Cyruss and Lovely.wow..special mention daw sila ;))

di ko pa rin feel mostly ung girls. Holy Angel is so stupid. i just don't know why they let those kind of girls study in a private school. kung gusto nila magmukhang private yun, paalisin naman nila mga walang kwentang estudyante.! haiz, nakaka high blood..grr..okay stop na baka pumanget pa ako sa kakaisip sa mga chuva na yun.tsk.

i believe in this THING that nobody knows ever existed in me

-- wow ano ito riddle? xD

ei look at this pic..sweet noh? kelan kaya ako iibig noh? yung totoo talaga..kasi yung term ko sa 'inlove' bagong crush eh..haha

wala lang..naisip ko lang kasi kanina na out-of-place ako kina pia, marvic, cyruss at janeng kasi sila na feel na nila umibig..nakakalungkot naman di ko pa na feel yun..masaya daw pero gano kaya kasaya. alam mo yun..curious ka sa isang bagay pero ayaw mo pa mangyari sayo..haiz ang weird ko talaga

go for the gold

2008-06-29T14:13:00.003+08:00

the competition yesterday was great. we fetched sir kio, ponyang and chichay at kfc near NLEX at 8am. then we arrived in SM Pampanga at 9am. we stayed inside the innova for an hour because it was humid outside. we didn't expect to see alot of people who'll compete. we thought competitors are only from pampanga but it turns out tkd groups from subic, olongapo and tarlac came. so there after waiting for a few hours we went inside and looked for a place where we could stay. we roamed around the mall first since our fight's in the afternoon. nauna kasi yung gradeschool division. then minutes before the fight, we warmed up, did wall stretchings and kicking drills til i heard the announcer "ms. marjorie chavez of HAU in blue armor and ms. maria rones of Seeds Taekwondo in red armor please proceed to the functioning area.."

shoot..that was me..i just hated the fact that they called me MARIA..geez..even sir kio got shocked and said "ikaw si maria?!"

haha

so there i wore my armors and went in the waiting area..i sat beside my opponent..i told myself not to be nice to her because if that's the case, hindi ko siya pahihirapan sa sparring..kabaliktaran nangyari..i just found myself talking and talking with her..di kaya yun nakulitan sa akin? hehe

ayun, i interviewed her pero talkative lang ako kuno..gusto ko sana siya utakan but i think she knew..i thought of a topic wherein i could ask the kind of kick she always use ng di niya mahahalata..she said she usually use out in and roundhouse..then i was like "yes! eh di puro sa ulo ung block ko..!hehehe"

tapos nung turn na namin, sir kio said sipa lang daw ako ng sipa, wag aatras kaya ko naman..and yes he's right, kaya ko naman si marj pero may mga hesitations akong sumipa..sir kio keeps on shouting "three 45 lang na sunod sunod!" "sipa ka lang ng sipa!!"

i was waiting for her to kick me in the head because anytime ready ako mag block..pero di naman niya ginawa..nako nautakan din pala ako nun.

but in the end i lost..i didn't know our score but i didn't care..i wasn't disappointed so does the people who watched my match. maganda laban ko eh..they were proud of me even sir kio..i thought i'll disappoint him pero hindi naman pala..bawi na lang daw ako sa nationals..hehe

then when i went out of the functioning area my team meates hugged me and people were like "ang ganda ng laban mo" "congrats magaling ka naman ok lang yan" tapos si mama "nako kung sumipa kala mo si maria clara!"

hahaha

natawa ako dun..she's right..pati ba naman pagsipa ko mahinhin

ok lang sa akin na natalo ako..i'm after the experience lang kasi eh..ayoko naman na nananalo ako parati kasi baka lumaki ulo ko diba? xP

pero nanghinayang ako kasi kayang kaya ko si marj. hindi nga ako napagod sa laban namin eh..

i'm also proud of my team..kaming dalawa lang ni grumpy ang walang medal..my sister got bronze..si kuya eijhay at ate mau naka gold..si kuya dinaan sa height ung laban..si ate mau lalake talaga kung sumipa..ehe

then yung dalawang black belter namin sina ponyang at imang naka bronze..kahit naka bronze lang si ponyang, yung laban niya ang pinaka memorable sa event kahapon..nung nag roundhouse siya, nasipa niya sa bibig yung opponent niya then yung ngipin nung opponent niya bumaon sa paa ni ponyang...ang sakit nun! nakita namin yung hiwa grabe talaga! umiyak si ponyang sa sakit then nagdugo ng sobra bibig nung kalaban..nag reklamo yung coach nila na si sir pablo "yung kuko kasi eh!!!" tapos si sir kio, for the first time nag react!! sabi niya "anong kuko?!? eh tingnan mo nga nagdudugo ung paa!!!"

ayun, panalo si ponyang by knockout...

pero nung sumunod na laban di na siya nakabawi..ang yabang kasi nung nakalaban niya eh..at yung paa niya na-injure na..because it was late, wala nang awarding,,pumila na lang sila para kunin yung medal..akalin mo yun..competition na pinipilahan lang pagkuha ng medal..

from 9am to 11pm andun kami sa sm..kami na nga naglinis ng event center eh..hehe

it was really tiring pero super astig talaga kahapon...tapos ngayon nanghihina pa ako..last kong kumain was yesterday ng 11am..kaya sa gutom ko naka kain ako ng 4 bread pan and 2 big slices of fish!

anyways sensya na kung napaka informal nito ngayon..wala pa ako sa magandang condisyon na pag iisip eh..

umaaraw umuulan

2008-06-22T22:00:00.004+08:00

o kay lungkot pagmasdan ng mga tala sa langit

kung bakit kasi sa pagkaganda ganda ng anyo nito'y mahirap pang abutin

nalilinlang tuloy ang karamihan

gayong hanggang tingin lang pala sila sa mga ito

para saan pa ang pag aasam

kung hanggang doon lang talaga

ang tala sa langit at ako sa lupa

- a starry starry night

disaster piece

2008-06-20T22:02:00.003+08:00

bad news.!!!

the regional championship isn't going to have a 'white belt edition'..meaning, we have to compete with people of different belts, ranging from high yellow to high blue..we were flabbergasted to hear the news. we're not even ready to compete with higher belts since we're just newly promoted last month. but for sir kio, as long as we listen to him, train more and master the techniques by heart, then we'll be ready for the competition. he gave us a chance 'til tomorrow to think if we're still going to compete or not. well i'm still having second thoughts about that. i wanted to back out because i'm not yet that good to compete with the higher belters, i think i lack time in training since i only have a week before the competition and i don't have the guts to compete for PAMPANGA TAEKWONDO CHAMPIONSHIP..it's a kinda big competition..i don't want to embarass sir kio if i lose..but something inside me tells me to continue the game, win or lose, it's okay as long as i play fairly and give my best..and lastly, i'm up for the game for experience..because if i don't face fear and pain as early as now, then i won't be able to compete for the nationals - in Manila baby..! :)

so what do you think?

should i wait for the so-called 'right time' or make that 'right time' happen on June 28?

open up your eyes

2008-06-15T10:57:00.004+08:00

"things aren't meant to happen twice.."

this is the line that was stuck in my head after watching The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian.

it's what Aslan said to Lucy when she asked why Aslan wasn't there when they needed him like the first time they went in Narnia.

i watched it last night with my family after TKD class. i've read the book and for me it's the most fantastical book from all CON books. but some parts of the movie differ from the story of the book. the witch and the water god shouldn't be there. and Caspian should be only nine years old! oh well, sorry for spilling out a few stuffs about the movie. Ben Barnes stars as Prince Caspian. he's the most 'beautful' prince i've ever seen. he's just so captivating. i wish i was his princess :))

i think everyone should watch it. it's a Christian movie, contrary from The Golden Compass. i just hate the part wherein Susan kissed Caspian..dapat ako yun eh! haha joke!

well that's it for today. i stilll need to read a few of my lessons and yeah two weeks to go competition ko na niyan..haiz..i feel like backing up..bugbog na katawan ko promise.

Now once upon a time,
in a small world

It was everything that i dreamed of

He was my gem and i was his pearl

Nothing could come between us

A prince charming to call my own

forget everything

2008-06-12T12:04:00.002+08:00

dahil araw ng kalayaan ngayon, ako'y magtatagalog..anong konek? aha

hindi ko rin naman nasunod ang sinabi ko nung minsan sa post ko na purong ingles ang aking ilalagay dito sa blog. pagpasensyahan niyo na rin ako kung minsan dahil baluktot ako matagalog..hehehe

nga pala, kalimutan niyo na sinabi ko kahapon na na-bad trip ako sa taekwondo..siguro dala lang ng pagod galing eskwela..di kasi ako nakapag tanghalian nun eh..isipin niyo, 11 oras akong hindi kumain..! tapos taekwondo agad! kaya nga kahapon sa stretchings..teka, nu ba tagalog ng stretchings? hmm..pabayaan niyo na..o yun nga..stretsings pa lang pagod na ako..alam ko di nagustuhan ni sir kio kasi di maganda pag eensayo ko kahapon..tapos nung sparring na namin nasipa ko siko ni jenna..bwiset ang sakit nun..gusto ko umiyak pero pinipigilan ko lang. sabi ko kay sir kio pahinga muna paa ko, pero ayaw niya kasi daw lalaban ako kailangan ko mag ensayo..ayos lang naman sa akin eh kaso parang naiwan siko ni jenna sa paa ko sa sobrang sakit.

tapos, ang sakit na nga nung kanan kong paa, pati ba naman yun kaliwa nasipa..pati daliri ko nasipa ni kuya eijay..nung water break namin naluluha na ako nun..nakita pa nga ako ni ate hazel eh..kakahiya xP

hassle talaga kagabi pramis..sana makapag ensayo ako mamaya ng maayos..

tapos ngayon dapat nasa school ako kasama sina janell at kath para ayusin yung kakailanganin para sa program bukas..pero pinili kong magpahinga muna kasi hindi nga ako makalakad ng maayos..baka di ako makapasok bukas.

haiz..dalawang araw pa lang klase, ayoko na pumasok. di ko feel mga kaklase ko lalo na yung mga babae. kung bakit pa kasi inalis pa nila yung section Mark. nasisiraan na talaga ulo ng holy. kung kelan pa ako graduating, dun pa ako napunta sa tangengot na seksyon..ayan..kung bakit kasi tinamad akong mag aral..basta ngayong nasa hetero ako, pangako ko sa sarili ko na mag to-top 1 ako..yebah.. haha ANG KAPAL =p

eee..may pasok na naman niyan bukas..nga pala, holiday kasi ngayon kaya walang pasok..galing ng mayor dito diba? hehe

bale 202 days pa bago mag bakasyon..tapos college na niyan..haiz

di ko pa birthday pero feeling ko tumatanda ako araw araw..bwiset

naku, yan na muna..ayoko nang dumagdag mga kabusitan ko simula nung unang araw sa school at sa mga darating pang araw.. =/

hater

2008-06-11T22:11:00.003+08:00

i hate this day..i am so pissed..konti na lang sasabog na ako..bwiset

ayoko na mag sparring

ang sakit na ng mga pasa ko di pa gumagaling natatamaan pa

bahala sila kung di ako makakapag compete sa 28

wala naman may pakealam sa akin eh

sawa na akong masaktan noh

porke't di ako iyakin manhid na ako

di naman ako bato..

hassle na nga sa school pati ba naman sa gym...at bahay

kinagat pa ako ni coycoy sa kamay siya pa kinampihan..sus

san kaya ako lulugar sa mundong ito..?

drama ko noh

ganyan talaga pag nakatrip

tsk

first day high

2008-06-10T21:54:00.003+08:00

our first day of classes was just like any of my ordinary days..i wasn't excited when i entered the campus early this morning because i didn't like my schedule, which is having minor subjects in the morning and major subjects in the afternoon..another thing is, well, my classmates..para tuloy akong nasa parlor ng mga ATM (ang tunog martilyo..get it? xP) at tambayan ng mga adik..at manyak ( shemtot you know who i'm referring to.. =P)

i only know five out of fifty one students in the classroom and i'm pretty sure i won't get along with my female classmates well..kasama ko lang dun sina janell and kath..yup, i'm with kath now..shocking diba? hehe

so yeah we had our seating arrangements right away in some of our morning subjects..i was happy with my seat in Economics because we were arranged according to our average in AP last year..my average was 84 but i told my teacher it was 81..so i will be competing grades with my classmates who's average is 81..sino ngayon ang mautak diba? :))

tapos first day pa lang, kath, janell and i volunteered to help design the gym for the upcoming Independence Day celebration on thursday..we did it for the grade we'll get in Economics because they said it's difficult to pass Mrs. Shirini's subject..roxx, if ever you remeber, she's the AP teacher of St. John and Matthew last two years..

tapos, our MAPEH teacher is gay..for me it's a big deal because i'm anti bisexual people, but i'm not mean to them..it's just that i don't like them..yun na yun

after MAPEH, we had our lunch, i ate with iKami..we're ok na and chelsea was with us c:

those are the only stuffs i wanted to talk about now..i don't feel like telling all the things that happened today..hassle itong first day..tsk

aww..may pasok pa nga bukas...!! adik naman..!!! -__-

btw, i will be competing in taekwondo on the 28th of this month..di pa ako lumalaban puno na ng bruises arms,legs and hips ko..!! haha

wish me luck :)

"It's a new day, but it all feels old

It's a good life, that's what i'm told

But everything, it all just feels the same

And my high school, it felt more to me

Like a jail cell, a penitentiary

My time spent there only made me see.."

for the first time

2008-06-06T11:58:00.005+08:00

okies..my DEER friend shemtot tagged me. haha

you guys will be astounded to know some facts about myself :D

You share 8 things that your readers don’t know about you.

Then at the end you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going.

* each blogger must post these rules first.

* each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.

* bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.

* at the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.

* don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog

- c H i N k Y ' s . . R e V e L a T i O n S -

1. i scream whenever i play violent computer games ( i've tried half life and counter strike )..and i played it with my cousins in the internet cafe..! haha..imagine people's reactions then..

2. i waste time coz i always think/daydream..when i wake up in the morning, it takes me 30 minutes before getting out of bed..every night it takes me an hour before going to sleep..and i sing in the bathroom 15 minutes before taking a shower..haha

3. i'm a huge rebel..i'm always up to something that's why i likely get into trouble..but my kind of trouble is alot of fun.. ;)

4. i don't get easily intimidated..

5. when someone annoys me in the morning, that person gets a punch in the face..no kidding

( shemtot, remeber last year? i didn't mean to do that..so sorry xD )

6. i don't know how to walk in heels..the only girly shoes i wear are flats, and of course, my school shoes..

7. i've been single all my life but my parents, sister and my relatives are skeptical about it..kaya shemtot, if ever tinanong ka ni mama sabihin mo single naman talaga ako ha..!

8. i'm such a heartbreaker..i've turned down 17 guys in 3 years..and still counting :))

i have no one to tag..so i chose bloggers from my friends' links though i don't know them.haha i tag you..pat, jeddah, vanessa, charmenn, mary anne, mae, ryan and francesca..! :) "they taped over your mouth, scribbled out the truth with their lies, your little spies"

friendship is a touchy subject

2008-06-03T21:36:00.006+08:00

i went to school today to get my schedule and to know my section...

but before that shem and i planned to meet at mini stop 10 in the morning..i didn't wake up early because i stayed up late searching for easy basic chords for shem's 'guitar lessons'.

so i arrived an hour after..i was frustrated not to see shem there..it's a hassle for me to bring my guitar you know..then i texted gela and told her to fetch me in mini stop..just before she arrived, i saw shem walking with lea near the church.. i wanted to smash my guitar on shem's butt then..aha =P

but yeah i was hassle-free after..we waited for gela..unknowingly, kenneth's with her but it's okay coz he's a good guy..we went to mcdonald's and they ate there..i didn't order any drink or food coz i didn't feel like eating.

after like an hour we went to holy angel..i saw my section and i HATE it.
IV-St. Margarette..it sounds okay but i saw some of my future classmates this afternoon while lining up to get my schedule..i didn't like them xP
i was a bit sad at first knowing that my friends won't be my classmates anymore but it was a relief when i knew that janell will be my classmate.. :)
that means i'll only have a few times to spend with them this last year in highschool.

aww...i feel really gloomy awhile ago.. :c

but i don't want to think about it yet for now because i still have to enjoy my few remaining days this summer..so after getting our schedules, we parted ways and shem and i went to SM Clark. it' where shem wanted to stay to strum some chords. so we went to the benches near the fountain and spent like almost two hours there...i didn't have a hard time teaching her unlike what i had in mind.. she learned how to play Bubbly, Passenger's Seat and half of Unwell.. hands down to her :)

wow...umaasenso oh..!! xD

after that we went to Tokyo Tokyo to eat..i treated her for mastering the basic chords and to be able to play TWO AND HALF SONGS in less than a day..! haha

we also talked about college..her planning to go to UP and I in Ateneo or UST

and about me leaving my homeland after a year.. :]

well it's STILL my mom's plan..who knows i'm kinda rebellious ( in a good way) so things might turn out the way i want it to be..it made her sad..i think..

she also said it made her feel not going in UP for college..ngec?

latterly, we decided to leave because i still have classes in taekwondo...so there..

we'll just see each other on June 10 then c:

i was almost late. fortunately, sir kio gave me time to change clothes. i wasn't in the mood to train that evening because of what happened earlier that day..upon arriving home, i saw a letter inside my bag..it said TO MRS. KEAN CIPRIANO FROM FUTURE MRS. NICHOLAS JERRY JONAS...ahaha

calling me Mrs. KC means alot to me =) ( kapal noh)

so yeah i read it..i then found out that the reason she wanted to study in Manila is to be with me..aww...that's so sweet..i never thought she'll do that..i wanted to punch her i don't know why..xP

because of that, i thought of reviewing seriuosly to pass UPCAT :)

p.s. ( paalala sandali..haha)

sorry shemtot kung binulgar ko dito nilalaman ng sulat mo..whahehehe

"you need a friend..? i'll be around.. :) "

we belong

2008-06-02T00:10:00.008+08:00

Last may 31, 2007 was our much awaited bws batch '05 reunion. I was the one who re-organized it for no one's willing to plan for the food, venue and all. i told them that we will meet at mini stop 10:30 in the morning. i fetched bia in sta. maria because she doesn't want to go there alone. when we got there, mae's the only person we saw and it turns out that our batchmates went straight to amando's. good thing mae knows the way to get there. we waited for awhile for lauren and yeah she looked so fancy with her outfit just for swimming.. :))

lauren just won't shut her mouth up in talking from the jeepney until we got to amando's. but it was fine we're used to it though. a few people were there. we waited for like two hours for the others to come. we're a bit flustered coz we're not even complete. actually i am MORE distressed because i told the caterer to serve food that's good for thirty, but only twenty people came. it's the only thing we're bound to pay coz the swimming's for free. so yeah we payed less than we're expected to pay. but bu said her mom will understand. we ate lunch and after, we finished each others' conversations. guys are still seperated from the girls. some of the guys got shy around us girls. they're so frustrating dang it. but we just have to accpet the fact that we're not kids anymore for them to act like that. some didn't even swim including myself because i dyed my hair :)

some stayed for like an hour or so like Sol. gawd we missed him so much. he's like the leader of our class. he got bigger, taller and has this gravelly voice. haha

i also missed teasing the guys especially jt, reggy and karl. i hate it. i didn't even talk to karl and he didn't even bother to approach me.tsk. binata na.
reggy didn't come. he didn't leave the internet shop just because of dota. i wanted to strangle him right then and there.

so yeah we stayed in amando's until Sol left ( see how important Sol is to us ). we ran out of things to do so lauren suggested that we take a stroll at SM Clark. not everybody came with us. alot of the guys went home. only jt, ecos, klex, gas and basil were willing to go to the mall with us.

minutes before leaving amando's, heavy rain came. like really..a STRONG downpour of rain came. since the patio's open-space, the wind and the rain can hit us. the whole patio was a mess. the tablecloths went flying off the ground. drinking glasses fell and broke into pieces. some of us panicked because it was really scary at that time. mamang hardinero came and bu asked him to call a jeepney for us. my batchmates are growing nutts on their head. the rain's so hard and still they wanted to go to sm. the jeepney's waiting for us outside. good thing i brought an umbrella and i helped the guys accompany our batchmates in going in the jeepney. it was weird. i think something's really wrong with mother nature. the rain is pouring sideways. -__-

so whaddya know..i got wet. we all got wet. my whole body's wet even my undies are wet..!! dang it..i went back and forth like four times..stupid rain i hate you now..

that's klexzon starting from the left..next is ecos, sol, kevin at the back, then jt and karl :)
i think it was ashley, jt and gaston's first time to ride a jeepney. it was funny because we're oblige to pay 200 php. then gas saw this sign in the jeep "8.oo php...add 1.00 for another km.." thing..and he was like:

gas: hey we're only 15..so 9 x 15 would be 135 but how come we're going to pay 200?
jt: yeah..maybe the driver doesn't know math?

ash: it's because we rented the jeep gas..*grins*

it was cute to see them like at lost with that..:))

since we're wet, we planned to stay at bu's house for awhile to dry ourselves up. we went in murakeni..it's near apo and yeah imagine the place..and imagine the people with me..haha

the road's a bit flooded so the girls screamed when they got off the jeepney because they had to walk their way in the 'kanal'.. i was a bit embarrassed because people were looking at us and holding their laughs..when we went inside, electricity's out and no water. we weren't able to wash our feet. ica felt like crying because we can't really stand the ickyness but lauren was like "come on, it's okay no one's even gonna smell our feet hello?!"..haha
we waited for the rain to stop before going to sm..and here's another embarrassing part.. "hindi sila marunong magpara ng jeepney.." they were calling the jeeps like "hey..! over here..!!" and other random words...imagine us doing that in a place full of people..and yeah the crowd's giving us the 'look' again..we didn't fit in one jeepney because they don't want to make 'siksikan' inside so ecos and basil rode another one. when we got in sm, we waited for them near the terminal. according to klexzon, we're like in the airport waiting for some vip's..haha

jt went inside first because he's going to perform in cinema 5 for the academy of performing arts.

the remaining guys waited for them outside while us girls went to the comfort room to wash our feet but it turns out there's too many people inside. so we just went in the event center to see jt. a few minutes after, they arrived. we went up to escort jt in cinema 5 and to meet kevin t. and jansen..kev didn't stay long in the reunion because he also performed there. jansen, on the other hand's a former student of brightwoods..he looked so chinese..aha

we went inside to see the event. i think i saw kuya mike, gela's bespren :)). we went outside kaagad coz we felt bored inside. the others got hungry so we went to mcdonald's to eat. still non-stop action...basil accidentally spilled coke on ecos's shorts and on lauren's limited edition motorolla touch screen phone bought only in U.S. ecos was like "hindi pa nga ako natutuyo sa ulan binasa mo na naman ako.." :))
good thing the phone can still work..na-hassle si lauren but she didn't get angry at basil..for her as long as the phone can still work it's ok.

so yeah after eating, we bid each other goodbye and ended the day with so much joy in our hearts... :D

i love them to bits...i just hated that not all of them came so i group texted that we'll repeat the reunion next year..!! hahawell that's a really long post...i hope you guys enjoyed reading this...and to tell that highschool isn't always the greatest part of school life.. :)

"Yesterday is a memory lane,a keepsake of my life.."

draw the line

2008-05-28T21:47:00.006+08:00

It was a beautiful morning when I had my promotion test in taekwondo five days ago. I was confident to do the kicks, self defenses and foundation forms perfectly that's why I kind of felt I was going to jump to high Yellow. But something happened...a few kicks before the promo ends, my sister murmured that I had red stain on my do buk. So what happened was I stopped kicking and kept mumbling to my mom who's like 10 feet far from me if the stain is visible or not. Of course Sir Kio noticed what I did and that was a big deduction to my score! At the end of my promo, it turns out I just sat on the mat with puddles of filthy water. Geez, my sister is such a nuisance at times and I hate her for that. Yesterday was the awarding of my belt and finally after a month of hardwork, I'm now a Yellow belter..! :D

It was fine with me not to jump in high Yellow..I'll just train more and hopefully jump a belt someday. Oh yeah..I didn't know that before we can wear our belt, our instructor need to slap our butts with it while doing a knuckle push up position..! haha

It didn't hurt but watching it do to other students was a bit scary..

So after awarding us our belts, we practiced some drills again and for the first time, we did a real sparring. I only had body and head gears on provided by Sir Kio because I don't have my own armors yet. I had sparring with Brit, kuya Eijhay, my sister, and the most challenging of all..Sir Kio..!! I was so scared because he might hit me hard..! Since it was my first time to deal with him, he gave way. But still, their moves are real. I think I might even have bruises on my left arm tomorrow when I wake up because that's where they hit me most. It was fun to end this day though a bit tiring. I didn't know I would enjoy taekwondo this much. :)

"i hope it's something worth the waiting...a time regardless of our distance and our hope.." c:

everyone's to blame

2008-05-21T12:55:00.005+08:00

I've managed to pass by ate beena's blog lately and read that she passed ACET. I'm happy for her since she'll be studying in the school she've always dreamed of. According to her, ACET has more English unlike UPCAT and DLSU majoring in Math and Science questions, but that doesn't mean it's a smooth sail to qualify in Ateneo. If only Holy Angel implemented english-speaking in the campus 2 years ago, then it would be of great help to widen my vocabulary and practice my accent. Ate Beena is considerably good in English write-ups and so in speaking but she felt out-of-place when she heard how girls in Ateneo and LaSalle spoke - they have the totally spies accent. But I'm not saying that all of them speak like that. I just thought that the English I know and speak right now seems to be dull.. -_-

I've been blaming Holy Angel for this but it's not only the school's fault anyways. I can speak english with my friends or my family whenever I want to. The only thing that hinders me is the people's reactions. I don't want people talking behind my back saying, "show-off naman yan.." or "di niya mahal tagalog..pilipino yan diba?.."

I know i shouldn't judge but i am familiar with the students in Holy Angel..ganyan magiging reactions ng iba..
Well, there's still a few people who would understand though.

I can't believe myself lately. I'm just an incoming senior high student but going off to college worries me. I don't know if I may even go to college in Manila. I really wanted to go to one of the top 3 schools of the Philippines someday..okay, let me re-phrase that since I would exclude going in La Salle :))

I really wanted to study in Ateneo because I know that it has future success for me.
Anyways, I wouldn't want to worry myself with college stuffs for now since I have to focus in passing the test in taekwondo. You'll be hearing alot of college rants from me though...and I'll be using my blog for practicing my English. That means I won't be posting entries containing taglish and if ever I do, it wouldn't be a sentence. "i wasn't jumping..for me it was a FALL..."

another day

2008-05-18T17:39:00.006+08:00

geez..i was astounded when i found out that ashlee simpson and pete wentz are already married!!! aahh!!! i am not an fob fan pero love ko si pete wentz eh!! xP
anyways i had my confirmation today and i'm very happy because i feel spiritually enlightened.. :)

sasuke hair!!! kaya nga love na love ko si kean eh..!! may pagkakahawig siya kay Uchiha Sasuke..whooshoo!! hehehe

moving on..yeah i watched Callalily's new video, "Eto Na Ang Summer"..ang cute ni kean sa video grabe!!! haha..wala siyang top ha..!! ahahaha..kilig talaga ako to the highest level..!! si alden ang cute rin niya nako matutuwa si shemtot at lemuelita sa kanya..at hindi tabachoy si kean noh!! mukha ngang ang sarap niya i-hug eh..yuck..hahaha..ayoko siya pagnasaan kadiri..! =P

haiz..i don't want to think about it but i feel i have true feelings for kean??? >_< i'm not sure..ang tagal ko na kasi siyang crush eh..almost two years!! kahit marami akong crush walang nakakahigit kay kean or nakakapantay sa kanya..haiz..ka-sad naman..dalaga na ako (wow, tinanggap ko nang dalaga na ako!! haha) pero bakit parang wala ako sa "real world" pagdating sa ganyan...see..i can't even say the word..haiz kainis.. cge yan na muna for now..ka-walang gana

" the stars we used to wish upon have somehow lost their light.."

brave new world

2008-05-16T20:36:00.003+08:00

i didn't attend my taekwondo class today due to my deformed upper lip..my mom was so angry because she wants me to attend the class to prepare for the upcoming promotion test next week..eh ayoko naman magpakita sa gym na parang pinagsanib na judy ann santos at angelina jolie ang labi ko noh..xXD

haiz..tanga ko kasi..last night i went to the balcony.. though it was raining hard i went out..then nung papasok na ako, i slipped and bumped my lips on the stair..ni hindi ko alam na nadulas na ako..bigla ko na lang nakita na nag bump na pala lips ko and my right bust..so stupid..nako..i got a bit dizzy..di ako makapagsalita and my gums bled..akala ko natanggalan na ako ng ngipin..i wanted to cry but i can't..sabi nga ni jenna kagabi daw when i was trying to speak para akong ngongo..haha..my bruise wasn't that bad so i just placed ice cubes on my lips para daw hindi lumaki..BIG LIE!!..half of my upper lip became swollen..geez..up to now i find it hard to smile, laugh, talk and eat..kahit di ako magsalita ang sakit pa rin..haiz paano niyan i need to attend the class tomorrow since sir kio will be reviewing us the self defenses..kainis talaga..sayang din di ako naka attend kanina kasi nag sparring sila..aww..

oo nga pala..haha

diba dati si kean lang talaga yung naging crush as in super crush ko?? ahihi...

sa wakas meron na ulit ngayon!! yes!! haha..his name is bj..classmate at sir ko din sa taekwondo..(we call him sir kahit ka age lang namin siya kasi he's already a black belter..galing diba? :] )

crush ko siya kasi ang galing niya sa taekwondo promise..! nakakainspire..and!!! kaboses niya si kean pag nag so-sound effects siya sa taekwondo..hahaha

ang adik ko na ata kay kean..? xP

" the notes are old, they bend and fold, so do i to a new love.."

glad to be alive

2008-05-08T19:45:00.002+08:00

eek..! check out what i've found out recently about taking the college admission test in ateneo and my reactions after...

What are the criteria for admission?
The Committee on Admission and Aid considers the applicant’s ACET results, high school grades, recommendations, extra - & co-curricular activities and all other information in the application form. There is no numerical weight for each.

ackk!! curse you holy angel for giving me line of seven!!..aiyo, it's my fault anyways.. xP

How are high school grades evaluated when high schools differ in grading system?
The processing of applications is done by school. The Committee gets an idea of a particular school’s grading system by comparing the grades of the applicants within the school.

bwiset ka talaga holy ka...gusto mo lang niyan kaming mag college sa inyo..! pwe!!

What is the ACET?
The ACET, or the Ateneo College Entrance Test, is a test requirement for admission to the undergraduate program of the Loyola Schools of the Ateneo de Manila University.
sus easy lang siguro ito.. :D

Is it hard?
Yes. You really have to prepare well for it.
whaat?!?! ni hindi nga ako nag cocollege review eh..!! paano na ako..?! T____T

But they say it’s the hardest college entrance test in the …
The questions for the ACET are skewed for above-average students, and the test is conducted under time pressure.
o tingnan niyo mga walang hiya kayo..! sana sinabi niyo agad para nakapag review na ako!!

Above-average? But I think I’m just an average student..
Don’t get me wrong. When I say above average, I do not mean you need an IQ of 200 to pass. If you prepare well, and take the test well, you’ll do well.

eh yun na nga eh...if i only knew it earlier then i could've prepared for that..

Time pressure! I’ve heard about that. Is it true that the ACET isn’t designed to be finished?
It isn’t designed to be finished. That’s true. However, the ACET CAN BE FINISHED.

How much does the ACET figure in deciding my Ateneo application?
Quite a lot. Of course, the Ateneo also looks at your high school grades, recommendations and your essay. A high ACET score helps your case a lot, though.

*cursing holy angel on my mind..*

What about my essay?
-Your Ateneo application form has an essay question. -Be truthful and candid. Make yourself known. Shine.
chicken :P

What sort of questions does the ACET have?
The ACET has multiple-choice questions only. They ask you to bring pencils so you can shade little circles or squares. The test is fed into a scantron-thing as far as I know.

Is there an essay portion?
There is an essay part to test your writing ability and coherence of thought.

How many questions are there in total?
I don’t know. This varies from year to year. Besides, you will not need to keep track of how many questions there are.

Is there a section in Filipino?
As of this writing, none.

great..now i have to work on my english..

How do I prepare for the ACET?
You mean you haven’t prepared yet? Then what were all those years in lower, middle, and high school for? Seriously speaking, taking a college review seminar or buying one of those tester books won’t really mean anything unless you have a decent background already. In my opinion, preparation for the ACET is predicated on sufficient preparation PRIOR TO APPLYING TO THE ATENEO (meaning, before you even get your application form).

you want a punch on your big flat nose?!? damn it i'll work on that..!

Are we allowed to bring scratch paper and calculators to the ACET?
Scratch paper will be provided. Calculators and other electronic devices are not allowed.

whooshoo!! thanks to kumon math!! bwhahaha..

so there..i don't know how to react - if i wanted to scream or get angry..i texted sayote and told her all about this..she said no doubt i'll pass since i have moolah but hello?!? why waste money if i'm lazy with my studies..? alot of people know how beautiful and highly standardized university ateneo is..i really wanted to go there but knowing these stuffs just makes me anxious..it's like i don't have any chance to go there intellectually..

so..no choice talaga..sa UST na lang ako..but that doesn't mean i'm not an atenista in terms of UAAP!! :))

"were you born to resist or be abused...is someone getting the best of you.."

missin like crazy

2008-05-04T14:54:00.003+08:00

aww. i miss watching naruto and hana kimi. T.T

i miss sasuke.

i miss the kilig moments of hana kimi.

and it's all because of taekwondo. xP

alive and kickin'

2008-05-03T00:17:00.004+08:00

i am still a bit sad about my clan breaking up that's why i haven't updated yesterday. we've been together for almost five months. i hated to leave them but i must. we promised to text each other though. anyways, today's my third day in taekwondo. i'm still a white belter. it's getting tougher each day. the stretchings are so hard. especially that 200 crunches i did. all in all i think i did 300 stretchings.! wala pa yung basic punches and kicking ng taekwondo nanglelembot na ako!!

after every stretching i can't feel my body anymore. i feel weak but i must stay strong for the kicks. i hate myself. i don't kick hard, i lack power and confidence and i can't even shout 'cha'. simpleng bagay na lang hindi ko pa magawa bwiset. even though it was hard for me to do those, taekwondo was superb. i'm starting to love it. i wish to continue taekwondo even if summer's over.i've made a few friends. almost all of the students there are half filipinos kaya wag na lang kayo magtaka kung bakit mga mestiso't mestisa mga kaklase ko xP..awhile ago white belters weren't suppose to do sparring but sir kio made us do a free sparring ( kicking without contact). i enjoyed it so much!! i was matched by a blue belter..!! haha..since it was a free sparring there weren't any winner or loser declared. we did nonstop fast kicking for a minute per foot alternately.di ko na kailangan makahanap ng mga taong makaka-fist fight ko!! haha..sparring is waaay better!! :)

and yeah, on may 24 will be the promotion test. i wanted to advance in yellow belt but i am not sure if i can master the basic punches, foundations 1 and 2, and the 5 self defenses in three weeks time. so there, it's all about taekwondo this day..haha

tomorrow and on sunday will be my rest days thank heavens but i'm starting to miss my classmeates now lol.

i'm already sleepy so i have to go.

"test my arms, kick like crazy, i've been trying way too long.."

alot of first

2008-05-01T00:02:00.003+08:00

i am freakin'ly sleepy now but i need to post anyways cause i've had a lot of FIRSTS this day..

this early afternoon we had our first meeting for the first reunion of bws batch five. we met at kfc..at for the first time, after like 3 years? nagmukha na naman akong bourgeois sa suot ko..haha
i effin miss those guys so much. only a few came because some were out of town and some are just lazy to work their asses off..haha. so mean xP

i had a great time spending with them..lauren is still uber talkative, charm is still fluent with her english but i can't believe she curses..! aha..jt is still good looking and the others, well, they're still the same..si klexzon..ayun tangent pa rin! aha
so we walked around the mall because we haven't decided where to stay and plan our reunion..basil suggested that we watch a move but hello..? how can we plan while watcing a movie ayt? then lauren suggested that we ride a ferris wheel while making our plans because that would be fun..lol
then basil said na why don't we talk about those stuffs na lang in starbucks..klexzon didn't want to go there because he had no money so we just went to dr. pearl..at eksaktong pagpunta namin dun eh i have to go na..i was 2 minutes late for my first class in taekwondo..i would receive a punishment if i am late..

i bid them goodbye and so stupid i ran in sm clark from dr. pearl to the parking lot near french baker..so there.i had a blast being with them again..so fun and so kulit still..hehe

so yeah we were like 15 minutes late for our class..i changed clothes in the car would you effin believe that? lol

then we were in the gym i was a bit shy because i didn't even know the people there..they freakin'ly good i tell you..stretching pa lang pagod na ako..what more sa kicking and punching? i mean i cannot even lift my heavy butt and body..!! i can't do sit ups..nakakahiya but i had fun..for an amateur like me they were impressed with the way i kicked..! whooshoo!! haha

di nila alam i once studied karate..belat sila =P

and our guru thought that jenna is our eldest sister..naks naman! does that mean i look younger than her?? :))

and yeah..there's this guy kaboses niya si kean!! haha

whenever he says cha ( sound effects pag sumisipa ), it reminds me of kean...naks! hehe

we were there for two hours and it was also fun and tiring..i enjoyed it pero i'm nervous for tomorrow..i'll prepare na for some intimidation i'll get.. :\

after, we went back at sm to eat..my batchmates were still there eating at mcdonald's while me and my family ate at kfc..

then we headed back home..

haiz..this day talaga was full packed..so much was done for this day and so nakakapagod..

so there you go..i'm now signing off..

bad trip!!

2008-04-23T21:32:00.001+08:00

kevin's dad is bad !!

sigawan din ba at pagalitan si josef ?!?! hmpft!!

uupakan ko rin yun eh !!!

it's a partaay!!

2008-04-22T23:18:00.005+08:00

ooh lala..the day after Callalily's gig, we went swimming in Mimosa Holiday Inn with the whole extended family and my cousin's friends...we had fun..in the first 2 hours, i went to the basketball court to play two-on-two with Jenna, Carlos and tito Ban..i was teamed up with carlos and yeah,nangungulelat kami xXP.. then..haha..something happened..jenna was passing the ball when it accidentally went outside the court and carlos was trying to do a drive,and what do you know??..ayun nasubsob sa cemented bench at tumihaya...his feet were wiggling in the air and he's doing a handstand..it's so hilarious..! i can't breath and i can't even talk..me and my uncle were just staring at my poor cousin without even uttering a word..ahaha..since he was a bit injured we stopped the game and just shoot some hoops..grabe after a few months of not playing basketball, nakaka three points pa rin ako!! idol kasi si chris tiu eh..aha

then nino and his friends, iolo and rowie came, played ball with tito ban while i sat in the benches with jenna and carlos..the guys got bored of playing basketball..hindi pala marunong sina nino,iolo at rowie..ahah so we decided to plunge into the pool and play water basketball instead..mas magaling daw sila dun..sus, nu pinagkaiba nun sa basketball eh nilagyan mo lang ng tubig? haha..then they played volleyball while i played water basketball alone..after a while, we decided to play monkey in the middle..i hated it because rowie kept on hitting me on my shoulders and in the face!! sapul grabe! syempre gumanti ako..once lang naman. but it's okay with him because he knew na it's his fault anyways..we stayed in the pool for 5 hours!! nonstop play un ah!! then we went in the villa, ate and prepared for bed..the adults and the toddlers slept kaagad so we were the ones left awake..we planned to watch saw II..even before mag start yung show takutan na kami..ahah

eh ako pinaka matalote..so i turned on all the lights and went in the kitchen to put down the blinds then i suddenly screamed!! i thought i saw a ghost but then, guard lang pala..xXD

tapos they went in the kitchen kasi kala nila i saw something na and they were laughing at me..haiz..so much for my sillyness.tsk..so we went back in the sala and takutan pa rin..nahihiya na ako kina rowie kasi ang laki ko na natatakot pa ako..hehe

to make the story short, we didn't finish the movie because we were so sleepy and tired..gabi pa lang i can feel my whole body is aching na..morning came and i can't barely move..!! para akong itinali sa kawayan ng mahigpit na mahigpit!..nevertheless, we still swam in the morning and played water basketball..but this time it was more fun..malas ata ako kasi kulelat na naman team namin..hanggang hapon kami dun grabe non stop ulit! the guys played rough kaya nakakatakot makipag banggaan sa kanila..it was great..i hated that it has to end because i had so much fun being with them..sa uulitin ganun sana ulit.. :)

tapos ngayon, i am having problems regarding the BWS Batch 05 Reunion Parteey!! i can't contact Lauren..kinukulit na ako nina Ashley, Jeo, Bu and the others and i don't even know what to tell them..haiz

o siya..that's it for now..good night.

"we'll take on all the ends of the world.."

callalily fisheye

2008-04-19T19:51:00.005+08:00

wow! i just can't explain this day...i am beyond my happiness na at may hangover pa ako :)) well here i am currently listening to Callalily's sophomore album, FISHEYE. i got my very own copy a few hours ago when i attended their mall tour in SM Clark with dyane,stef and rea.we were sitted at the very front pero nasa bandang side kami so hindi kami masyado pansin.

the first band who performed is Ernville. it was their first time to play in pampanga and we were the first people to witness their performance!! they're so good because their compositions , their songs,pang international ang dating - parang click five ha. and take note, the vocalist, Jim looked so much like Kean !! he is so cute and he keeps on smiling.. grabe nakakatunaw smile niya swear!! haha..i think i'm going to love that band too :)

then we saw callalily going in the backstage and my friends kept on screaming their names..so does the other callalistas there..eh ako mahinhin type kaya di ko magagawa un xXD we were so happy that they arrived na! tapos si momi nagtampo kasi di daw ako sumisigaw..hehehe..ayun they sang a few songs from their album..pinaka nagustuhan ko sa lahat is Ako'y Babalik..i think it's the 2nd part of Magbalik...when kean started to sing he asked the people to come near the stage...momi, stef and rea went near him except me..nahihiya ako kasi pag kinilig ako hahablutin ko pantalon niya! di ako nagbibiro..haha..kaya nga sabi ni momi buti di daw ako lumapit kundi pinalabas na ako ng guard..hahaha...

si alden super cute talaga sa haircut niya at si lem, feel na feel ung summer - naka sando lang..ahehe..enjoy talaga promise..tapos si rea nakipag apir pa kay kean!! ee!! sayag dapat ako un naka gawa nun eh..haha..then si tatsi - kala namin suplado..sus..mukha lang suplado..tahimik lang talaga siya..pero kanina kinausap niya si stef..hindi si stef yung kumausap kundi si tatsi ha! galing diba? ayun after nagpa autograph and picture pinaprint na namin mga pics then pumunta kami near yellowcab para abangan callalily before they leave...hai..it was a blast..! sana sa May sa SM Pampanga naman or sa Robinsons sila :D

unfortunately..sira usb ko so di ko ma-uupload mga pics..sorry shem..di mo makikita si alden xXP..

at oo nga pala! hahaha..ang kapal namin kanina!! guess what?!?!!..nagpapicture kami kasama ang manager ng CL si Darwin Hernandez!! but before that, syempre para madiscover kami kumanta kanta muna sina momi sa likuran ni Darwin para at least mapansin kami.. at gawin din kaming banda!! hahah..pero ngayong kilala na kami ni Darwin Hernandez, di imposibleng di niya kami kunin diba? ang kapal noh..haha..ang bait rin niya grabe..

o siya ..yan muna for now kasi super to the highest level hangover pa ako.. n___n

ako'y babalik,aking mahal. sana sa aking pagdating, yakapin mo ako ng mahigpit..

if there would be no tomorrow

2008-04-16T13:26:00.012+08:00

25 Things I Want to Do and Experience Before I Die...

01. take flight in Europe and roam in all of its countries

02. master Capoiera

03. wander in the divergent places of the Philippines... lalo na sa probinsya

04. cruise in the top 10 beaches of the Philippines

05. to save someone's life

06. to ride a hot air balloon

07. three-day roadtrip

08. to be seen on media/be heard on the radio

09. cry in front of a crowd

10. drive a jetplane

11. play in a band

12. be involved in a fist fight

13. experience a safari excursion

14. swim in a pool of bubbles

15. meet a hundred opm and international bands

16. car racing

17. fight a bully (guy)

18. work in a fastfood restaurant

19. humiliated in front of my crush

20. reach the top of the Eiffel tower

21. to be kissed in the rain

22. meet a guy who will complete me

23. a date in the beach at night with lots and lots of fireworks

24. get married

25. to see a miracle

the TOP 10 beaches would be:
> Boracay

> Pagudpud

> Dakak

> Mactan island

> Panglao

> Camiguin

> Honda bay

> El Nido

> Pearl Farm

> Siargao

hello bloggie.i am back from the outside world.just listed things i planned to do before dying.i think it's just a nice act to write down stuffs to know what my goals in life are and what i wanted to do while i exist.

moving on, i had my kumon math today.it's my summer lesson for 2008.it was like being in preschool again..using a kiddie bag and doing addition and subtraction of two digits..geez..it's humiliating because i have a five-year old classmate who's already in multiplication! luckily, my teacher said that if i answered my 8 worksheets perfectly, then i would level up to level C, and yeah, start multiplication...i even thought that i should do 200 worksheets before going to level C..but since i'm good ( hands down =b) they only made me do 30 worksheets!! :))..and yeah 3 days from now, Callalily will have their gig at SM Clark to promote their second album!! i am so fired up to see them again!! i will be meeting rea,momi and step at 2:30pm to see our favorite band perform..then on the 21st will be the closing party of my section and on the 23rd will be st. mark's reunion. i don't know if i'll go cause i'm broke - my dad's in China, i don't have any guts to borrow money from my mom cause i have alot of utang na to her and i haven't received the check my lolo mailed.ang hirap ng walang pera sa summer..ilang days na nga akong hindi nagpapaload just to save money for Callalily's gig. :)..ganun ko sila kamahal hihi =b..well that's it muna for today.i still need to finish 2 worksheets tonight.i'll just update after the gig and tell you guys what happened okies? :)

"i've learned to run from anything uncomfortable..."

autumn goodbye

2008-02-29T22:48:00.000+08:00

bia and ica..umuulan at wala akong payong..heckerz

update! :) well i should since it's the last day of february...nothing really special though..

FEBRUARY 28, 2008 THURSDAY

okay..so we did visit brightwoods..we planned to go there before our exams since it was gaston's birthday and to visit the seniors and see them for the last time..on my part it's okay to finally see them go since i'm not even friends with them..after all, i'm just a WALL.. the most pulchritudinous wall they met that they'll forever regret for leaving it unnoticed :)

ahaha..dramatization again :P

we went to the office first to see ms. hanna and teacher ana..they invited us to go to 3rd year's broadway les miserables on march 7 at 5:30..we won't disappoint them of course so we said yes though we're not even sure about that..then we went to the faculty to see our teachers..they're still the same..and teacher venn gave birth last four months to a cute baby boy..aww..she has a family!! :)

moving on, i was excited to see my former classmates! the first peeps we saw are ashley, karl, papo,mikko and a new guy in bws..they changed a lot and we cannot believe how handsome they've become! ahaha..since they're doing something ashley told us to stay for awhile in their classroom and wait for them there..then basil and ecos came..they became taller.. mann bia and i used to be the tallest among our classmates!!

we weren't able to talk to the others yet since they were busy preparing for their upcoming speech choir and showtime ( that's what we call our broadway in brightwoods ). so yeah, as usual, we talked about silly stuffs again, how things change in school and so on. i missed the classrooms, the scent while walking up and down the stairs..hehe..i even missed writing on our big red notebooks and even the corridors.. i even recognized how sluggish i am with my english lingua franca! geez bia is so right..holy angel has something to do with our lack of expression in english.. XP

i can't even speak to ecos and basil in straight english and whenever they say something unusual, bia, ica, mae and i just stare at them..stupid.

okay enough with that..after having some chitchat with the guys, the others started to enter the room and they were surprised that we're there..we're also surprised to see many koreans! waaahh!!!..korean invasion!! lol

my golly, jt, i tell you was freakinly charming..actually all of the guys looked better and so does the girls...we talked to them for awhile again and so on..

we didn't stay for long coz we stilll need to review..after saying our goodbyes to our classmates we went to look for our favorite teacher, teacher chris! yes people he's back! he usually jokes around "if you forget your teachers, i will skin you alive" haha..freaky

maybe that's the reason why we kept in mind to visit bws at least annually? XP

yah..that's all..we were sad to leave the school again..whenever we go there its as if we don't want to leave the place..

got breath problems basil?..and ecos what's with your emoness?? XD

no wonder basil's covering his mouth-look at his teeth :P ( bad breath nga noh ecos? ahaha)

wow..to the highest level ang halakhak..dahan dahan lang nakakaatake ng puso..hehe

fastforward...okay..what have we done today? i find this day very dull.geez tomorrow's our js prom and i'm not even excited about it...and i'm not yet done with my book of life! hai..i think i should start doing it now though it's already 30 minutes till midnight! ahaha.. later bloggie :)

"i told with a smile, it's all about YOU.."

saan na nga ba ang barkada ngayon.. saan na ba ang panahon..

2008-02-26T15:39:00.000+08:00

bia: oi ica upo ka muna dito usap tayo

ica: o nagkausap na ba kayo ni mae?

bia: hindi pa..galit nga yun sa akin

chinky: eh ako nga di ko binati di man nagalit sa akin

bia: ay ewan..mag review na lang tayo at magulo na ang utak ko

chinky: wala ka namang utak eh

*ica laughs..bia pouts..

chinky: ba ics naka contacts ka na?

ica: *nods..ui saglit puntahan ko lng si ate

chinky: mag contacts na rin tayo noh bia

bia: weh..ayaw ng parents ko mag contacts ako

chinky: ako rin eh..

both: nakakabulag

both: ....

*stares at ica..

*laughs hysterically..

bia: *whispers..si ica mabubulag na! xXD

*ica comes back..

ica: napano na naman kayo tawa na naman kayo ng tawa..

bia: wala lang..o siya review muna tayo..

*after 5 minutes..

ica: ee..sayang di tayo makakabisita

chinky: yung broadway kasi eh

bia: oo nga tapos sina ica unang magpeperform..hahaha

chinky: oi! napansin ko kanina mo pa binabasa yang tatlong keywords ah!

*ica laughs..again XP

bia: oo nga noh..hahaha

if only i could turn back time and capture the moment we finish each other's conversations, i would..the last time it happened? three years ago :)

and awhile ago it happened again..it is the first day of our mid exams so bia and i were reviewing inside the library when suddenly ica pops out of nowhere and asked if she could share a seat with us..

then we started to talk the way we talk when we were still together..it's like being kids again..talking about whateverness that we thought of and teasing and laughing at each other..just like the old days :)

i can't help but smile, and to think that after a few years, here we were doing it again..too bad time flew so fast, but even though i know for sure that that instant will be worth keeping in our memories and in our hearts forever..

whooshoo nagdrama na naman! haha

aww..i just miss my past so much..i have made ALOT of friends that i left behind..kaya nga ang hirap para sa akin mag move on kasi ang dami talagang very special memos with my friends and former school before..leaving the past is very difficult.. i don't know how to cope with it..kulang ang oras ko para makasama sila ulit..

i can still remember when me and bia were in kindergarten, we became friends because she always gives me candies..haha

then ica became my friend in prep because i am the only classmate who's willing to wait for her to finish her food in the cafeteria..pano kaya ang dami niyang baon..and i'm the one who always hugs her when she cries..aww..napakabait ko talaga XD

dun na nagrow pagkakaibigan namin..nadagdagan na lang kami..bu came then jinky..tapos para na lang kaming isang malaking barkada nung grade six since iisang section lang kami..then it came to a point where we have to move to different paths..imagine since preschool magkakakilala na kami..diba mahirap talaga mang iwan at maiwanan pag ganun?

sana kahit bago man lang kami mag graduate ng highschool magkasama kami ulit, magtawanan at walang sawang kwentuhan at inisan..hehe

special mention lang kina:

~ bu.bia.ica.jinky. kakamiss kulitan namin lalo na sa canteen :)

~ cia.charm.charie.mae.ashley.lauren.chelsea. kakamiss na kwentuhan

~ papo.mikko.klexzon.jeo.kevin. mga siga at feeling pogi! mga binata na ah? nyak..XP

~ karl.basil.eugene.jt.jojo.sol.reggy.renzo. ui karl gumagwapo..ayii..haha..mga kapatid miss ko na kayo..ingat sa girls! :))

~ ecos.kenneth.kolo.mark.gaston. what's with the green? lol..mark!! i miss your chubbiness! XD

~ rickson.rowena. tahimik pa rin ba?

~ jp. we miss you! too bad you left for good..hope you're watching us everyday from up there :)

sa mga unang umalis:

~ az. my very best-est friend ever since forever!

~ nuree. my very first best-est korean friend

~ k.e. how's your effin british life? lol

~ nolan.coycoy.. first best guy friends oi! di na kayo nagpaparamdam ah! ehe

~ aya. geez you changed alot! :/

~ mac.donnie. damn missing the laughters we shared..aww

bws batch 5 para sa inyo itong post na ito! whooshoo! :]

napakahirap malimutan..ang saya ng aming samahan..kahit lumipas na ang ilang taon, magkakabarkada pa rin ngayon..

ang isang epal ay panghabang buhay na epal

2008-02-23T23:50:00.000+08:00

nakakagulat ang mensahe ko ngayon dahil gagawin kong purong tagalog ang aking mga sasabihin sa abot ng aking makakaya..hahaha naiinis ako ngayong araw na ito sapagkat masyadong marami talaga ang epal sa mundo kaya dapat na silang pigilan..hindi naman sa pinapansin ko sila para mag aksaya ng panahon kundi dahil kahit anong pilit kong hindi sila pansinin ay patuloy silang nagpapapansin na sinasayang lang ang aking panahon sa pagpansin sa kanila..ginawa ko yun hindi dahil sa gusto ko silang pansinin kundi dahil naaawa ako sa kanila.. naaawa ako dahil wala nang ibang tao na nagtiyatiyagang pumansin sa kanila kaya sa akin sila kumukuha ng atensyon..paksyet mga yun..hindi sila artista para magpapansin sa mas mukhang artistahin na tulad ko XD unang una sa listahan ng mga epal ay isang mala GUINTONG babae na sumira sa imahe ng tres san marcos noong isang araw dahil sa ginawa niyang hindi kanais nais..gumawa ng isang kasulasulasok na eksena matapos makainom ng dalawang lapad na ihi ng kambing..ay mali..dalawang lapad pala ng alak..di ko lang talaga maintindihan kung bakit naiinis ako sa kanya gayong uminom din ang iba kong mga kaklase..ah oo..alam ko na kung bakit..kasi naman kung hindi siya nakipagpustahan sa drafting ay hindi sana iyon nangyari..nagsisi sana yung bwiset na yun.. pangalawa naman ay yung gwardya sa nagbabanal-banalan naming paaralan..( idawit ba pati siya? XD) kasi naman noh nagigipit na nga kami sa oras ng pag ensayo para sa nalalapit naming pagtatanghal sa entablado kaya nagpagabi kami sa pag ensayo sa aming paaralan...pinalabas na nga kami ng gwardiya sa silid aralan, maya-maya pinapaalis na kami sa eskwelahan gayong hindi pa naman oras ng mga hayskul sa pag alis..ayun tuloy mejo uminit ang ulo ni pangil.. hai..yan lang naman ang mga gusto ko sabihin..oo nga pala..sa tamad ko ngayon ay dalawang epal lang naman ang aking binanggit..wala pa sa populasyon ng mga nagtatrabaho sa starbuko este starbucks ang mga epal na kilala ko.. o sya..yan na muna para sa araw na ito at kailangan ko pang gawin ang libro ng aking buhay dahil wala pa akong nasisimulan..XD

"di ko maintindihan ang nilalaman ng puso..dahil wala naman itong laman kundi purong dugo.. :P"

stay at my side tonight

2008-02-16T00:10:00.000+08:00

Today is an indescribable day. We were dismissed earlier because we didn’t have math and science. So we decided to go to the new established student center at the back of jdn building. I didn’t know my friends planned to have a sort of outdoor meal at school..each one of them brought rice, salted eggs and tomatoes, canned sardines and tuna..and we ate using our hands! wow what an experience..i loved it. but before that, while we're waiting for shem, we talked about serious stuffs that my friends confronted to me..at first i can sense that they were scared that they might hurt my feelings but it didn't matter as long as they're telling the truth..

jastin started the talking..he told me that he has to tell me something about this 'friend'...itago natin sa pangalang shokoy..haha

according to him, shokoy is not what we thought he really is..so therefore i say that he's a two-faced, stony piece of crap..

tama na nga hinala ko sa kanya nung una pa...geez how could i become so stupid?!

i thought..no, we thought that he's a good-natured person..that he's a man of his words but it turns out that he's the greatest deluder ever..think of it..lahat kami napaniwala niya sa mga kasinungalingan niya..

i was deeply hurt..because i treated him as a friend, as a twin! [ pag kausap ko kasi siya parang magka edad lang kami..magkapatid]..i even introduced him to my friends so that they could get to know him too.

less than two months..this unexpected thing would happen..?!

haii..okay to make things alot easier to understand..ganito kasi..

he sees me as more than a friend and my friends know that..some wanted me to like him too but of course, as i've said, i barely know him and he might not be sure of what he's feelin' for me - which is true..playboy ang gago..my friends have proofs for that..what they wanted me to do now is to stop my communication with him..

masakit para sa akin gawin yun kasi napamahal na rin siya sa akin...

wala kasi akong kuya kaya desperada ako ngayon..ngek.haha

nangako kasi sya na pag nagkita kami maglalaro kami ng basketball..tapos di na pala mangyayari..T__T

aww..kakalungkot talaga..

tapos may problema pa ako sa pamilya!

hay nako maloloka na ako!

isang araw makikita niyo na lang ako sa kalye tumatawa ng malaks na malakas dahil nabaliw na ako!

anyways, my friends are still there for me no matter what happens..aww..love those guys!

nagpakatotoo sila sa akin!

thank you:

- pangil

- shemtot

- charuut

- gelai

- janeng

- momi

- istepay

- lea

- eirapot

- ludet

- adix

you guys mean alot to me! love you more! :]

"give us life again..coz we just wanna be whole.."

flashback

2008-02-12T19:01:00.000+08:00

i'm back!! weee!..haha

i wasn't able to update because i've been busy lately.alot of events passed by and i haven't told them here...

first off, the university days.we danced a japanese dance.the choreo was dull and i hated our costumes coz we looked like rotten apples and bananas..heckerz..we also had a jail and kissing booth which was fun though i didn't assist my friends in chasing people around.haha

on the second day, i didn't come in school..instead i went in don bosco with my uncle and aunt to watch the battle of the band because my cousin will perform..while bands played, i was there buoyantly taking pictures of every cute guy i see! lol...but from all the pics i've taken, i only saved three..two blurred ones and one captivating pic of my cousin's classmates! shiz..gab is so cuute! haha..i'll show his pic next time..i'm too lazy to download it now xp..

on the last day, i woke up late! i was supposed to meet my friends at mcdonalds cause that's where roxx said we'd meet but instead, she told me to meet them on nepo mall's ice monster.when i saw roxx i was like 'whoa' coz she had a new look and became very pretty (nyak.touch sa akin si roxx nyan! XD). i missed her so much! we're all very happy coz she came..

sadly she's only allowed to stay before 9 pm i think..and go back to gapo...

after roxx left, we went back to our booth to rest.bands were playing and this vocalist caught my attention when he sang "umagang kay ganda"

i was mesmerized by his voice my golly!!! his voice is still vivid in my mind! hai...heto na naman ako..inlove!

hahaha..joke!

then minutes before the last hour of udays, there's fireworks display! i love fireworks! i enjoyed the night eminently...

moving on..after udays, we watched a concert of parokya ni edgar and chicosci in dba last feb 8..i'm not a fan of both bands but since i love watching live bands perform, i went there with my sister, uncle, cousins and my cousin's bandmates..i had fun singing along to their songs..seeing other bands perform..i find the vocalist of Men of Pause ( not menopause..xXD) which happens to be aljur's brother, cute..kaso masyado maporma..un naman problema ng mga bosconian eh..hanggang porma lang karamihan sa kanila..tsk3

ang dami nangyaring nakakaloka!!! imagine..there's this guy na nakatabi ko na gwapo din! haha.lahat ata sa akin gwapo eh..nasa kanya hairstyle, eyes at smile na hinahanap ko sa guy..pero di ko siya pinatulan kasi may girlfriend na siya..whenever i look the other way, i can sense that he stares at me..yah..at ang kinagulat ko!!...nung napatingin ako sa kanya, he took a picture of me!! bwiset! i'm not photogenic para gawin niya yun! ang kapal! isa pa palang makapal ung si ayvin un ngang kapatid ni aljur...feel niya kinuhanan ko siya ng picture tapos from the stage, while he was performing, he pointed at me..tingin naman mga tao..eh di nagmukha ako nung ewan!!! hai grabe..madami pang nangyari and i can't say them all here! mahaba na oh! haha

ano pa ba..oh yeah..i made this letter-thingy for shem..i dedicated the song Halaga to her by parokya Ni Edgar..chelsea and jastin sang it to her and she cried! aww...natamaan siya..whahahaha

i am so good! *evil laugh

then chelsea dedicated her song to me..aww.ang sweet..hehe

a few days from now will be valentine's day..i don't expect na it will be a sweet day for me to spend it with a special someone..yearly naman friends ko kasama ko jan eh :)

next two weeks will be our prom!!!

i wanted to kill holy angel!!!!

REASONS TO KILL:

- there's no specific date for our prom

- shit!!! wala naman theme! eh kung may isang student nagsuot ng pangdisco, tapos ung isa naka mala-cinderella na gown! nagmukha kami nung sari-sari store! fcuk talaga! i am so pissed grabe!!!!

- our theme MIGHT be the 80's...imagine people with big fro's ang sunglasses..geez anong naisip ng holy! ang baduy namin!

ang ikagugulat nina charuut..i think i wanted to go to the prom!!

whaha

i don't want to miss anything out in my life so why not go right? wala naman mawawala eh :]

hai..o yan muna..antok na ako..

"basta't tayo'y magkasama...laging mayroong umagang kay ganda..pagsikat ng araw..may dalang liwanag..sa ating pangarap..whoa..haharapin natin.."

---- dedicated to: my secret love xD

a little piece of heaven

2008-01-28T17:46:00.000+08:00

we had our general practice in mass demo today. but before that, all 3rd year students in holy angel had a seminar this morning about "purity"..i really liked our seminar though the topic is about staying virgin..heckers..dadiroo ( that's what they call the spokesperson) is such a good speaker..he knows how to get the attention of everyone..the discussion was very allusive. i think everybody, not only us teens, should participate in those kind of seminars. he explained the importance of staying pure by dramatizing the stages we go through in losing our virginity..haha..the guy with the major role is so cute really! i get kilig when he smiles and makes pacute..shocks! kinikilig din ako ngayon! my golly! haha

yeah. and i've learned alot..i even signed in the Manifesto of God saying that I will not commit into any relationship from january 28, 2008 up to january 28, 2009. beat that! kahit pa anjan si parekoi, nako maghintay na lng siya..lol i even got a baller that has the org's name..wildfire^^ to prove to my dad that i am not in a relationship coz he keeps on linking me to guys..haiz he is so darn annoying..anyways the seminar ended well. i also wanted to engage in their youth gig every saturday..i think that would be fun but i'm not sure if my dad will allow me to. then we started our mass demo practice after. the sun is blazing hot like hell. even though, we still need to dance till the end of the morning period to improve our steps in the dances coz some of us don't get them at all XP i'm already excited for udays! another escapade to celebrate in school with friends..roxx is coming..hope parekoi will come too!

"just hold on and be strong as days go by for it will surely come to you one day and be worthwhile"

explode

2008-01-26T21:43:00.000+08:00

today is a backbreaking day. kath, mariel and i met at bart mall before going in isagani's house to do our science project. he's an irresponsible leader i know and i'm indignant about it. kung di ko lang sinabi kina kath at mariel na susugurin namin bahay ni tan di kami makakagawa ng project ngayon..heckers naman..good thing natapos din namin with the help of myron, mara, cham, vernon, chelsea and eira..hehe. it was fun though it's really tiring..ang hirap gumupit ng styro at illustration board swear..we made a model of the periodic elements..i wasn't satisfied with the aftermath because the board was a little staggered in the edges but mariel said that we're going to improve it on monday.

ayan! malay namin nasa tamang apartment na pala kami ni isagani pinaghintay kami sa labas! tama ba un?!

may time pa para magpa cute habang gumagawa ng project..hehe

curses.curses.and more curses.hai! i am so distressed these days! bakit kasi ganun nagpapakatanga ako kahit na alam kong hindi ako dapat magpakatanga?! BAKIT?!?! un lang..i want to explode!! yes explode.i can't hold my feelings anymore..ang dami ko na masyado tinatago sa sarili ko and i'm already worn out..bakit kasi ang hilig kong magtago..i know why,,cause i don't want others seeing me weak..period.oh alam ko naman pala sagot dun sa tanong eh..bwiset.i don't know what to do..alam ko i'm a light-hearted person but when it comes to this matter i become fragile..kailangan mo ba talaga magmahal ng palihim?!?! haiz.ok.that's all..i think i've said enough..goodbye for now blogger..this is stupid..what the heck am i saying? @_@

" Telling someone how you feel does not hurt as much as not saying anything at all to that someone who is deeply in love with you."

--- oo nga naman chinkoii anong problema mo sa buhay mo!!!

nothing but trouble

2008-01-18T18:50:00.000+08:00

i just want to show you guys the pictures i took last weekend when my family stayed in mimosa..hahaha

since my sister doesn't want me to put these pics on friendster i decided to put them here on my blog! woots! hahaha i am so good at this! cheers for me! yay!

it's YOU that always makes me laugh xXD

the story so far

2008-01-10T18:54:00.000+08:00

to be forgotten is worse than death..all we need is love.the book "the mustard seed" inspired me to write about this thing i'm ignoring for years..the thing that i keep forcing not to happen to me ever. but what made me type in this blog is this thing that i am denying to feel that i can't hold any longer..this thing called love..i've already felt love for God, family, friends and fellowmen.and i also felt that i have fallen in love but just for awhile.you see, it's not good to stop ourselves for falling for someone. in fact, it's okay to fall in love many times as long as we're not making just any commitments and that we really love the person.

loving someone with fear is worse than perished men because we cease love.when we stop giving love it's like hindering ourselves from getting love back. i like how this quote described love...

"Some people come into our lives and quickly go.Some people move our souls to dance. They awaken us to new understanding with the passing whisper of their wisdom. Some people make the sky more beautiful to gaze upon. They stay in our lives for awhile, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never ever the same. "

i don't know who popularized this quote but it simply states that when love comes to you, hold it close to your heart but never keep it just for yourself. you have to let this love move freely to grow and be nurtured. it is the most wonderful thing it could ever happen to us and the closest thing to magic.yes, Love is a wonderful thing.You never have to take it away from one person to give it to another. There's always more than enough to go around. so never fear love and pain because they always come together. just let people come and go in your life because it's a natural thing that happen to us.we can't always be with the same people we know because we will never grow.What the heart gives away is never gone ...It is kept in the hearts of others. the people you love may leave you one day, but the love they gave will remain no matter how great or small it is to you. it will always be there for love does not die easily.It is a living thing. It thrives in the face of all lifes hazards.

i know when my friends read this they will ask theirselves "what?! inlove na naman si chinkoii!" haha. well if you ask me now, i really don't know and i don't even know why. for me,the best feelings are those that have no words to describe them..so yeah. ( see? i can't even describe it! haha)

but when we've come to realize,we love simply because we cannot help it right? haha.awts.natamaan ako.we've read a lot of sayings pertaining to love..are they all the same? they're not! no one can really describe how it really should be..but i've read in the mustard seed that what we truly need is "real love". the love that comes from God because if we have that kind of love then it won't be impossible for us to find the love and affection we need from others.

We are all born for love...it is the principle existence and its only end. we should make it last and worth remembering. it's what everyone lives for and what everyone will die for. :)

LOVE? well i never really saw it coming....

this is the life

2008-01-01T20:49:00.000+08:00

it's a brand new year! a brand new day...and a brand new step in life...my 2007 had alot of VERY special memories and some very unlikeable ones..i never regretted them..it's a good thing those events happened to give some thrill before the year ends..i've made friends who are very dear to me, made memoirs worth keeping and made mistakes to learn from..i wish that this 2008 would be wonderful like the past years..would make me move on and grow to a better person..

BUT!! [ no, not the butt of shem..haha! kidding. ] i think the first few days of january would be not so good for me..first, we will have our classes on january three! can you imagine that?! we only had one and a half week of christmas vacation! ( curse you holy angel university!!! ) then we will have our 3rd periodic exam..then i'll be showing my low grades to my dad..and he won't let me join the band.. T__T,well what a shame, what a shame, chinky's poor grades are all whores..LOL.

moving on..we went to Nayong Pilipino in Expo today..it's the first time i went there and the place was very beautiful..it's like being in the few old places of the philippines...i enjoyed my visit there though there are many people roaming around the place..

THESE ARE A FEW OF MY FAVORITE SPOTS IN NAYONG PILIPINO:

i wonder what it feels like living in a nipa hut..

call me a weirdo, but i love this post! haha

a replica of Barasoain Church...it's really nice and peaceful inside

this fountain is so beautiful!

i wanted to take a picture of the amphitheater but it's very dark inside..the only light we see inside is an illumination from the ceiling on the stage..the colors of the light are very pretty so i decided to take a picture of it with my baby cousins looking up at the light..unfortunately, some guy dressed in a european costume scared my cousins away and guess what my cousins did?!?! they jumped off the stage!!! the stage is 3 feet high up the ground! hahaha.me and my uncle were laughing our heads off..that's the funniest thing i've ever seen in my entire life! [ i may be exaggerated with this but , trust me, it is ] imagine three, six and seven year - old kids do that infront of other people! it was fun watching them do it! i had a great night being with my family..they're the best..i think it's a great start for this year..

" all that i can't ignore alone at night"